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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Of course I know. I want to shout down the phone, Of course I fucking know.

I keep my voice as level as I can. ‘But what about the brick through my door?’

‘Issy, what about the bloody brick? You can hardly say you’re surprised. Frankly, I’m shocked it hasn’t happened before. You’re a journalist, for God’s sake – and a pretty fucking relentless one at that – of course people want to shut you up. Christ, if I was a criminal I’d want you …’

His voice is running out of patience, hissing down the line. I imagine his colleagues have finally cleared the room and he can now speak freely.

‘I mean, what the hell were you even doing in a bush on the Heath at six a.m., Issy? Seriously. Actually, please don’t answer that.’

Stop calling me Issy, I want to shout at him.

I hear him cover the mouthpiece with his hand and mutter a greeting to someone before clearing his throat and resuming his lecture, his tone altered again.

‘Sounds like you’ve had a bit of a mental weekend. Why don’t you take a couple of hours, yeah? Go home and have a rest. I’m sure the paper will survive without you for one day …’

Holding the phone away from my ear, I find myself unable to speak, not that he notices.

‘It would be good to see you soon anyway. Give me a shout if you’re—’ Before he can finish his sentence, I have ended the call and shoved my phone back in my pocket, pressing the button to stop the bus.

The warehouse stands on a secluded backstreet just off Holloway Road, a makeshift mixture of concrete and corrugated iron. Determinedly ignoring the gazes of a throng of builders nearby, I buzz the intercom and when a man’s voice answers, I reply.

‘I’m here to see Tariq.’

‘Tariq ain’t here.’

‘Tell him it’s Isobel,’ I insist. ‘Tell him it’s important.’

I look up at the camera above my head. The voice goes briefly quiet and then a moment later the door clicks open, and I take a breath as the smell of skunk hits me inside the hallway.

By the time I reach the next internal door, the final bolt is pulled open by one of Tariq’s minions. He looks me up and down with disapproval as I step into the room, and I hold his gaze before taking in the familiar scene: a makeshift bar on one side of the room, a pool table with men scattered around it casually smoking spliffs and talking in muted voices.