Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

There was a sudden twinge in her stomach and a shuffle of chairs as she attempted to process his meaning – was he saying she should quit before having more children, or that she should quit the job?

‘St John, old boy!’ Suddenly Bradford was standing, before she could stop him, leaning in to shake the hands of a man in a tweed three-piece suit.

‘Gabriela?’ Madeleine’s arm jabbed hers, and she turned, dismayed by how abruptly the previous interaction had ended.

‘You guys know each other, right?’ Madeleine asked, indicating towards Serena.

‘Yes, I mean we haven’t really … Hi,’ Gabriela said, aware of her cheeks growing hot as she looked back over her shoulder, only to find Bradford had already gone.

When she looked back around Serena was smiling at her. ‘Nice to meet you properly.’

Moving her attention back to Madeleine, she added, ‘I’ll meet you down there.’

‘We’re going for a smoke,’ Madeleine said, and not knowing what else to do, Gabriela followed her. Pushing her way through the crowd, her eyes scanned the room for signs of Bradford, but by now it seemed all the upper echelons had left.

‘Who are you looking for?’ Madeleine asked once the two of them had settled in the pub garden.

‘No one. What do you think of Emsworth?’ Gabriela asked, suddenly unable to contain her thoughts, the wine having loosened her lips.

Madeleine snorted. ‘I think you know very clearly what I think of him. The man’s a complete—’

‘Yeah but, more than that. I think he’s …’

The moment she started talking, Madeleine looked up, her expression changing. ‘What?’

‘I don’t know, there’s just something …’ Gabriela reached for the cigarettes, her fingers trembling with the cold. The sight of Johnny heading out with a couple of the lads stopped her in her tracks. As she inhaled the smoke from the cigarette, she coughed, feeling suddenly light-headed, holding onto the table with her free hand.

Madeleine turned to follow her gaze towards Johnny and the boys before turning back and considering Gabriela for a moment.

‘Are you OK, Gabs? You look a bit—’

‘I’m fine, just knackered as per fucking always,’ she replied, glad for the conversation to be moving away from what she had just raised. This was not the time or place for such confidences; she was drunk. But she was only just starting her third glass, it wasn’t like her to be so affected by wine.

‘What happened to your girlfriend?’ Gabriela asked, changing the subject.

‘She’s gone to the loo, and then she’s getting her coat, ready to come back to mine.’

Gabriela couldn’t be sure if she was being serious or not, and she couldn’t summon the energy to pretend to give a shit, the headache that had begun to sneak up an hour or so earlier now reaching fever pitch.

‘Seriously though, are you all right?’