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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Of course it wasn’t perfect, but what arrangement was? Their familial set-up was a work-in-progress, she reasoned to herself in moments of doubt – a temporary solution until Sadie went to nursery, at which point Tom would return to freelance work. The firm he had been working for ad hoc on the project in Shoreditch was rolling out its operations and would be keen to have him back, they said, just as soon as he was ready. And by then, she would have worked her way back up the ladder, having regained the trust of her superiors. At that point she would be free to give Emsworth the two fingers he so royally deserved.

‘Too-wit too-woo,’ Tom had wolf-whistled when she walked into the kitchen that morning, where he was doling out slices of buttery toast to Sadie, Chet Baker flooding out from the stereo.

‘Look at how hot your mum is,’ he said, nudging Sadie with his elbow. ‘You can see why I put up with her, can’t you? Even if she’s going out on the razz again.’

She laughed, rolling her eyes. ‘I’m sorry. To be honest, I’d actually rather not go. I’m bloody knackered.’

‘It’s fine,’ he said. ‘You have to be there. Anyway, there’s an episode of In The Night Garden we haven’t watched yet and I for one am extremely excited about it. You just never know what Igglepiggle will do next … Isn’t that right, Sadie?’

Sadie looked up at him, her expression wide with love, her chin shiny and smeared with crumbs, and when she and Tom caught each other’s eye, for a moment Gabriela didn’t want to leave.

‘I’ll call you later,’ she called out as the milk in the pan ran over, making a hissing noise as it hit the flame of the hob. Tom ran to the cooker, swearing under his breath as she leaned in to kiss their daughter on her head, dodging her greasy fingers as Sadie reached out to touch her, scared she would ruin the only dress she seemed to fit into these days.

An hour later, she pulled at the hemline, which felt shorter than usual as she made her way up the stairs towards the allotted room in the suitably archaic pub in town someone in the office had booked for the annual Christmas lunch. As she and Madeleine walked in, Gabriela spotted Emsworth engaged in conversation with a couple of senior faces she recognised from other departments.

Feeling Madeleine’s hand on her arm, she followed her beeline for the table, decked with garish tinsel and essential-range crackers.

Madeleine placed her hand on the chair next to the one with Serena’s coat hung over it. ‘You’re sitting there.’ She tugged Gabriela’s arm towards the chair on the other side of hers as their colleagues, already sloppy with drink, gathered around like scavengers in search of food.