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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

The sound of the windscreen wipers scraping against the glass punctuates the silence as Gabriela watches the fields morphing into a scenery she cannot yet fully imagine.

Her eyes move between the wing mirror, checking for signs that they are being followed, and Tom, who sitting beside her in the driving seat, focused on the road, his face completely unreadable to her now.

The drive to Plymouth will take less than an hour at this time of day.

Behind them are their children – her children – the three of them side by side in the back seat, Sadie’s face red and swollen, fixed away from her mother’s. Callum is looking at Layla, whose eyes are closed in sleep, as if regarding a strange animal, trying to work out whether it poses a threat.

As the car moves along the motorway, their broken but irrevocably fused together family locked within its doors, she pulls out her phone and dials Madeleine’s number. As she does so, she hears her words again, yesterday, in the restaurant.

‘Irena knows who you are. We have a phone recording from the day Ivan told her about you. It was not long after you became pregnant. Of course she had you investigated, someone was following you for weeks. When she found out you had another family, she told Ivan.’

Her heart had stopped briefly at that, recalling that feeling she couldn’t shake, the sense of constant surveillance that she had put down to a guilty conscience.

Madeleine continued. ‘He didn’t believe her, and then even once she’d provided him with incontrovertible evidence – photos, I think, of you and the kids, of Tom – he still chose to believe that you would leave them eventually. He told her he’d always known it was complicated, that you’d never lied about that fact.’

For a moment, as Madeleine had spoken, she’d felt sorry for him. All along, he was waiting for her to tell him she’d chosen him. Despite all the evidence telling him she would never leave her family, he had still chosen to believe she would.

She swallowed, remembering the shift in Ivan’s way with her, how tetchy he’d been for a while not long after she told him about the baby, and then the outburst when she told him she was going back to work, how out of character it had seemed. By then he had known she had another family, he had known about Tom and Sadie and Callum. He had seen pictures.

The thought makes her feel physically sick. Not just sick for him, but for herself, too. How is it possible that she can feel betrayed at this revelation? And yet she does.

Turning her thoughts back to what she has to do next, she presses the call button and the phone rings just once before Madeleine answers. ‘Gabriela?’