Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
The sound of the windscreen wipers scraping against the glass punctuates the silence as Gabriela watches the fields morphing into a scenery she cannot yet fully imagine.
Her eyes move between the wing mirror, checking for signs that they are being followed, and Tom, who sitting beside her in the driving seat, focused on the road, his face completely unreadable to her now.
The drive to Plymouth will take less than an hour at this time of day.
Behind them are their children – her children – the three of them side by side in the back seat, Sadie’s face red and swollen, fixed away from her mother’s. Callum is looking at Layla, whose eyes are closed in sleep, as if regarding a strange animal, trying to work out whether it poses a threat.
As the car moves along the motorway, their broken but irrevocably fused together family locked within its doors, she pulls out her phone and dials Madeleine’s number. As she does so, she hears her words again, yesterday, in the restaurant.
‘Irena knows who you are. We have a phone recording from the day Ivan told her about you. It was not long after you became pregnant. Of course she had you investigated, someone was following you for weeks. When she found out you had another family, she told Ivan.’
Her heart had stopped briefly at that, recalling that feeling she couldn’t shake, the sense of constant surveillance that she had put down to a guilty conscience.
Madeleine continued. ‘He didn’t believe her, and then even once she’d provided him with incontrovertible evidence – photos, I think, of you and the kids, of Tom – he still chose to believe that you would leave them eventually. He told her he’d always known it was complicated, that you’d never lied about that fact.’
For a moment, as Madeleine had spoken, she’d felt sorry for him. All along, he was waiting for her to tell him she’d chosen him. Despite all the evidence telling him she would never leave her family, he had still chosen to believe she would.
She swallowed, remembering the shift in Ivan’s way with her, how tetchy he’d been for a while not long after she told him about the baby, and then the outburst when she told him she was going back to work, how out of character it had seemed. By then he had known she had another family, he had known about Tom and Sadie and Callum. He had seen pictures.
The thought makes her feel physically sick. Not just sick for him, but for herself, too. How is it possible that she can feel betrayed at this revelation? And yet she does.
Turning her thoughts back to what she has to do next, she presses the call button and the phone rings just once before Madeleine answers. ‘Gabriela?’