Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

He turns to look at her and she says, ‘But you’ve changed your mind?’

‘I just need you to tell me the truth,’ he says, and she tries to hold his eyes.

‘I don’t know what you mean.’

Tom continues to stare at her for a moment and then looks back towards the water.

‘Whose child is it, Gabriela?’

There is a note in his voice that stops her answering straight away.

‘I told you,’ she says, lifting the coffee cup to her lips.

Tom snorts quietly, ‘Of course you did.’

‘I don’t understand. What exactly do you want me to say?’

‘I don’t know. I don’t know what I want anymore.’

‘Look, I can see you’re upset. I get it, obviously I get it, this whole thing is insane, but I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and you’re right, things haven’t been OK for a long time. Us, the kids … I want a fresh start. My job isn’t working, Sadie hates her school; Callum, well, Callum needs more time with his mother, you said it yourself. I think we should sell the house and move somewhere completely new. Start again. Like you said.’

There is silence as my words drift out to sea. Tom appears to have barely registered what I’ve said. But then he speaks. ‘You’re serious, aren’t you?’

‘Yes.’

‘Us, and that child.’

‘Yes.’

‘That baby that the authorities have so readily let you take, without ever meeting me or our children?’

‘These are exceptional circumstances, Tom. The government agencies are involved, they—’

‘Exceptional circumstances? Jesus, Gabriela, this isn’t a case of you getting a note for PE – we’re talking about you, about us, taking possession of another woman’s child!’

He turns and looks at her. ‘I mean, holy crap, give me some credit. Give me an ounce of fucking credit for once in my life, would you? Can you do that? You’re honestly telling me that I should risk putting our kids’ lives in danger for the child of a complete stranger based on absolutely no information about how it came to be in your possession?’

He is gathering speed now.

‘I mean, surely there is protocol, Gabriela? Basic checks, a safe house, for God’s sake? They can’t honestly think that—’

‘Jesus, Tom, what are you saying? Are you saying I’m making it up? That I’m lying? I mean, what the hell do you think – do you think I’ve kidnapped her? Do you think that I’ve stolen someone’s baby and I’ve—’

The sound of crying cuts across the garden suddenly and when she looks up, Sadie is standing in the doorway of the house, holding Layla in her arms. Gabriela runs to them, afraid Sadie might drop her.