Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
He turns to look at her and she says, ‘But you’ve changed your mind?’
‘I just need you to tell me the truth,’ he says, and she tries to hold his eyes.
‘I don’t know what you mean.’
Tom continues to stare at her for a moment and then looks back towards the water.
‘Whose child is it, Gabriela?’
There is a note in his voice that stops her answering straight away.
‘I told you,’ she says, lifting the coffee cup to her lips.
Tom snorts quietly, ‘Of course you did.’
‘I don’t understand. What exactly do you want me to say?’
‘I don’t know. I don’t know what I want anymore.’
‘Look, I can see you’re upset. I get it, obviously I get it, this whole thing is insane, but I’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and you’re right, things haven’t been OK for a long time. Us, the kids … I want a fresh start. My job isn’t working, Sadie hates her school; Callum, well, Callum needs more time with his mother, you said it yourself. I think we should sell the house and move somewhere completely new. Start again. Like you said.’
There is silence as my words drift out to sea. Tom appears to have barely registered what I’ve said. But then he speaks. ‘You’re serious, aren’t you?’
‘Yes.’
‘Us, and that child.’
‘Yes.’
‘That baby that the authorities have so readily let you take, without ever meeting me or our children?’
‘These are exceptional circumstances, Tom. The government agencies are involved, they—’
‘Exceptional circumstances? Jesus, Gabriela, this isn’t a case of you getting a note for PE – we’re talking about you, about us, taking possession of another woman’s child!’
He turns and looks at her. ‘I mean, holy crap, give me some credit. Give me an ounce of fucking credit for once in my life, would you? Can you do that? You’re honestly telling me that I should risk putting our kids’ lives in danger for the child of a complete stranger based on absolutely no information about how it came to be in your possession?’
He is gathering speed now.
‘I mean, surely there is protocol, Gabriela? Basic checks, a safe house, for God’s sake? They can’t honestly think that—’
‘Jesus, Tom, what are you saying? Are you saying I’m making it up? That I’m lying? I mean, what the hell do you think – do you think I’ve kidnapped her? Do you think that I’ve stolen someone’s baby and I’ve—’
The sound of crying cuts across the garden suddenly and when she looks up, Sadie is standing in the doorway of the house, holding Layla in her arms. Gabriela runs to them, afraid Sadie might drop her.