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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

It had been a last-minute decision, made in panic, to take the remainder of the pills from her washbag. She has no idea if the dosage she has left will be enough, or too much. She is not thinking straight enough to weigh up the risk. All she knows is that she has to get Layla out.

Fleetingly, she thinks of Madeleine’s final instructions: ‘In order to get witness protection, we’ll need you to testify against Emsworth. Your eyewitness testimony of the meeting in Moscow, and the photo of the papers he was copying. And anything else you have on him.’

‘Where’s Layla now?’ Madeleine had added, businesslike, and Gabriela had barely registered the fact that she already knew about her daughter’s existence; there was no time to question how long she’d been aware of this double life of hers, nodding along with her lies, her jaw tensed.

‘She’s with her nanny,’ Gabriela said and Madeleine nodded.

‘OK. Well, I assume you’ll want to take your daughter with you.’

‘Of course.’

‘Very well. You have twenty-four hours to get her and gather Tom and the kids somewhere safe. I’ll be waiting for your call.’

Neither of them had reckoned on Ivan being home. Because why would he be?

‘Another glass of wine?’ she asks as they settle in front of the television after dinner.

‘No,’ Ivan says firmly, holding up a hand. ‘I feel—’

He cuts himself off, and in the hallway she hears Polina moving back towards the living room. Slipping her head around the doorway, she looks pale. ‘Thank you for supper. I have loaded the dishwasher. If you don’t mind, I’ll check on Layla then I’ll head to bed. I’m feeling tired.’

‘You and me both,’ Ivan says, stifling a yawn.

‘I know. Me too. Actually, why don’t we go up?’

It takes less than ten minutes before Ivan is fast asleep. Resisting the urge to feel his pulse to check he is alive, she gets out of bed and heads into the hallway. Through the crack in Polina’s bedroom door, Gabriela sees that she is also asleep.

Making her footsteps as light as she can, she moves into Layla’s room and lifts her daughter slowly from the cot, willing her not to cry out. When she starts to stir, Gabriela buries her face in her baby’s head and whispers hushing noises before pressing her daughter to her chest and feeling her breath level out again.

The buggy is already assembled in the hall and she tiptoes down the stairs, holding her breath so tightly that she fears she might pass out.

As she reaches the bottom of the stairs, she hears a light switch on above her and she stops, her whole body frozen to the spot. Clutching Layla to her, she listens to the footsteps crossing the landing towards the top of the stairs.