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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Yet there was something about Irena, the way her eyes followed Gabriela at dinner, that she couldn’t stop remembering. Perhaps she was just interested, she told herself. She and Ivan were clearly close, and why wouldn’t she be intrigued to meet the mother of his child? Gabriela shivered as she thought of his dead wife, trying to blot out the photo she had seen of Masha, her eyes too evocative of Layla.

‘You were right, Irena is very impressive. What exactly does she do? I never got to ask.’

Ivan looked out of the window as the car began to slow. ‘I’m never quite sure. Look, we’re nearly here.’

The house stood at the edge of the Presnensky District, an area better known for the zoo and the State Museum of Oriental Art. The building itself was akin to the sort of upscale boarding school you might see in a Hollywood interpretation of aristocratic English life.

‘We don’t call it an orphanage, it’s a home for children,’ he said as they moved through the hallway, lined with floor-to-ceiling chests filled with books.

‘Ivan, this is extraordinary,’ she said.

‘We have around thirty children living here, full-time,’ he said as a group moved through one of the doorways, accompanied by a woman who seemed to recognise Ivan.

‘Some of them require specialist support and so we have teachers and therapists who work with them on site.’

‘I can’t believe you haven’t told me about this before,’ she said as they reached the upper floor, stopping briefly to peer into one of the bedrooms where there were four neatly made beds. The walls were hung with framed paintings of flowers.

‘You never asked,’ he said, and she felt a pang of relief followed by a niggle of guilt. Why had she not asked him more about his work? Was it because she was scared of what he would say?

‘Maybe we’ll spend more time here. There are other places I’d like to show you, but they can wait until next time. There are still so many things we have to learn about each other,’ he added.

She smiled, trying to suppress a feeling of unease, then she took Ivan’s hand, lifting the other to the sling in which Layla was pinned against her chest.

‘There’s no reason why we shouldn’t spend more time here, right?’ he said, as if in passing, strapping Layla back into the car seat twenty minutes later.

Gabriela paused, trying to keep her voice level. ‘I mean maybe, down the line. But don’t forget I’m going back to work in a few weeks.’

She couldn’t understand why he was forcing the issue.

He didn’t answer until they were both seated and the car was rolling back down the driveway, the perfectly tended grass glistening on either side, and through the gates.