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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘Ivan is always trying to get me to move, but this is my home,’ Olga continued as Gabriela’s eyes ran over the framed photographs lining the bookshelf. In one of them, she saw a younger Ivan next to a woman with dark curls, between them a baby.

‘Wasn’t he handsome?’ Olga said, moving closer behind Gabriela.

‘He still is,’ she replied. ‘Is this …?’

She heard the old woman exhale quietly. ‘That was Masha.’

There was a flushing sound from the bathroom and then Ivan walked into the room. He stopped when he saw them by the photographs. ‘Shall I make tea, Mama? Please sit, you’ll be exhausted by the time we leave.’

Once Ivan had moved out of the room, Olga spoke again, conspiratorially. ‘It nearly broke him. If it wasn’t for his work … And now you, and dear Layla …’

There was a rattling of crockery against wood as Ivan returned into the room carrying a tray, and Gabriela turned away from the photographs, a wave of guilt kicking her in the back.

When Ivan woke Gabriela the following morning with a cup of coffee and a fresh croissant that had been delivered to the door while she slept, she took a moment to understand where she was.

‘I have to go out for a couple of hours, to meet a client for breakfast,’ he said. ‘You don’t mind, do you? I’ll leave money – and you have Victor’s number in case you need to be driven anywhere.’

‘It’s fine. I’m tired, I might just chill out here for a bit. Won’t we, hmm?’ She directed her final words at Layla, who was kicking her legs in the bed next to her mother.

‘Great. Well, I’ll come and pick you up at 1p.m. Be good.’

She watched Ivan disappear down the street, on foot, his phone clamped to his ear. It was another beautiful day and at the end of the street the spire on the Ministry glistened in the sunlight.

Once he was out of sight, she moved to the front door and applied the chain before moving quickly back through the apartment, into the bedroom where her handbag lay on the dressing table.

Calling out reassurances to Layla, whom she could hear fussing in the other room in a way that suggested she wouldn’t go straight back to sleep, she slipped her fingers inside the bag and pulled out the SIM card from within the tiny tear in the lining that you wouldn’t know was there unless you were looking for it.