Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
‘Ivan is always trying to get me to move, but this is my home,’ Olga continued as Gabriela’s eyes ran over the framed photographs lining the bookshelf. In one of them, she saw a younger Ivan next to a woman with dark curls, between them a baby.
‘Wasn’t he handsome?’ Olga said, moving closer behind Gabriela.
‘He still is,’ she replied. ‘Is this …?’
She heard the old woman exhale quietly. ‘That was Masha.’
There was a flushing sound from the bathroom and then Ivan walked into the room. He stopped when he saw them by the photographs. ‘Shall I make tea, Mama? Please sit, you’ll be exhausted by the time we leave.’
Once Ivan had moved out of the room, Olga spoke again, conspiratorially. ‘It nearly broke him. If it wasn’t for his work … And now you, and dear Layla …’
There was a rattling of crockery against wood as Ivan returned into the room carrying a tray, and Gabriela turned away from the photographs, a wave of guilt kicking her in the back.
When Ivan woke Gabriela the following morning with a cup of coffee and a fresh croissant that had been delivered to the door while she slept, she took a moment to understand where she was.
‘I have to go out for a couple of hours, to meet a client for breakfast,’ he said. ‘You don’t mind, do you? I’ll leave money – and you have Victor’s number in case you need to be driven anywhere.’
‘It’s fine. I’m tired, I might just chill out here for a bit. Won’t we, hmm?’ She directed her final words at Layla, who was kicking her legs in the bed next to her mother.
‘Great. Well, I’ll come and pick you up at 1p.m. Be good.’
She watched Ivan disappear down the street, on foot, his phone clamped to his ear. It was another beautiful day and at the end of the street the spire on the Ministry glistened in the sunlight.
Once he was out of sight, she moved to the front door and applied the chain before moving quickly back through the apartment, into the bedroom where her handbag lay on the dressing table.
Calling out reassurances to Layla, whom she could hear fussing in the other room in a way that suggested she wouldn’t go straight back to sleep, she slipped her fingers inside the bag and pulled out the SIM card from within the tiny tear in the lining that you wouldn’t know was there unless you were looking for it.