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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘You’re here as an intern, yes? I’m Lauren,’ said the young woman who arrived to escort her across into the main building, not waiting for an answer before leading the way through the metal turnstiles which opened like a mouth, its teeth clamping shut behind them.

Gabriela thought of the night before, turning away from the mirror towards Tom, who was on the other side of the bedroom they had shared since making the decision that rather than sell her father’s house, they would move in together.

‘Stop worrying, you’re not going to mess it up.’ Tom’s face had been serious. ‘You’re brilliant, everyone knows you’re brilliant. You have a degree in languages, you work hard. I promise you, there is nothing to worry about.’

‘I just want it so badly,’ she said, noticing a tiny crack in the top corner of the mirror.

‘I know you do.’

‘But what if …’

‘Just enjoy it, for God’s sake. Why do you always have to catastrophise? Everything’s going to be fine.’

‘This way.’ Lauren turned sharply left, holding open the first door they came to and leading the way up a flight of stone steps, past a couple of offices and a tiny Costa concession, where the queue stretched out the door.

Inside, the offices were more old-fashioned than Gabriela had imagined, semi open-plan, little more than a bunch of desks, suit jackets discarded on the backs of chairs. Placing her bag on the desk Lauren had pointed her towards, she removed her camel-coloured cashmere coat, one of the few items of her mother’s clothing that she had kept.

A while later, a woman a couple of years older than her approached to give the grand tour, introducing herself as Madeleine.

‘Is it what you had imagined?’ she asked as they weaved back through the hallway. ‘My own theory is that this whole structure is built for people who know nothing other than quads. Went to public school (quad), Oxbridge (quads), and now the FCO – guess what? Architecture to comfort public schoolboys.’

Madeleine had grown up in the service, she explained as they walked. Her father, a diplomat in countries across the Middle East and Asia, had been tipped to become Permanent Under-Secretary before dropping dead in the shower on the morning of his fifty-second birthday. On paper, at least, it seemed to Gabriela that Madeleine was born for this world; the gilded corridors of King Charles Street seemed to widen a little for her as they passed through.

Outside, corridors snaked around the quad, with lettered entry points and numbered offices. Noticing Gabriela looking, Madeleine said, ‘The whole thing is apparently designed with the intention of confusing as many people as possible at once. In that respect, at least, it’s a highly effective system. You all right for lunch?’

‘I brought sandwiches with me.’

‘Good, and you know where the coffee is?’

Gabriela nodded again. ‘What do you do here?’