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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘I think you should stop working for the time being. You can go back, but you’ve been looking so exhausted and I just think it’s not worth it. I’m sure they will welcome you back with open arms once you’re ready … I intend to give you an allowance each month so you won’t need to worry about money anymore …’

Ivan’s words spun around her head as she made her way home from the pub. There was something about his voice when they had spoken on her way to meet Madeleine that she was still struggling to put her finger on.

The smell of cooking hit Gabriela as she put her key in the door, not long after six. What struck her next was the absence of noise, except for the hissing of oil on the hob over the sound of the radio.

Tom looked up as she walked in, a smile spreading across his face.

‘What’s going on?’ she asked, moving warily into the room, where the table was laid for two with a bunch of daffodils set between the serving spoons.

‘What do you mean?’ he asked, frowning.

‘Why is it so quiet?’

‘Oh, you mean the kids?’ he said. ‘I sold them.’

Moving back to the cooker and flipping the chicken breasts sizzling in the pan so that they spat out oil, he spoke more loudly.

‘Sadie and Callum are watching endless episodes of some brain-rot or other on Netflix on the laptop in our room, so you and I are having a grown-up supper for two. At 6p.m. because that’s how I roll.’

Gabriela accepted a plate and sat down, eyeing him suspiciously. And yet there was no reason why she should be suspicious of this Happy Families routine of his. It was how it went, with Tom: the more significant their arguments, the more likely they were to be followed up by a display of domestic bliss. She wondered how his own self-deceit tasted as he swallowed it.

‘I hope you’re hungry, because I made way too much,’ he said, heaping sautéed potatoes onto her plate.

‘Starving,’ she said.

‘How was your day?’

She held up her hand to show she didn’t want more wine. ‘It was good. I just caught up with some things I needed to do, you know, life admin stuff. Work’s been so full on, we’re starting to pull together links in the chain, and—’

She could already tell Tom was building up to something, though it wasn’t clear yet what it was until he interrupted her.

‘I’ve been thinking … With the new year coming up, I started thinking about resolutions and what I want from life and …’ He paused briefly. ‘I think we should move.’

She stopped chewing, waiting for him to carry on, but he just looked up at her, as if trying to gauge her reaction.