Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
The sound of the buttons as she entered her pin number focused her attention on the screen in front of her. Her fingers, she saw now, were shaking; the skin in the grooves of flesh between her forefinger and thumb was pink and chapped. Her bank balance emerged, and she paused to think about the implications of the numbers in front of her, the minus symbol confirming what she had just been told. And then she remembered: the new boiler at her mum’s house, which would have eaten up the money that came in from that month’s rent. How could she not have foreseen this? Yet with all that was going on, was it any surprise that she couldn’t hold together situations that she would never previously have let go unchecked?
The overarching implication was less straightforward to dismiss. The fact was that while until now she had just about made ends meet, suddenly things didn’t seem quite so certain. She needed money.
In another moment, she might have rung Tom. She might have asked him if he could access any of the cash due from the job he had been working on; but right now, riddled with uncertainty as she was, could she really risk rocking the boat? Could she trust that she was robust enough to withstand the questioning that might have followed?
She couldn’t be sure, afterwards, that she even made the decision consciously. Pulling out her other phone, she dialled his number, her fingers moving as if of their own accord.
Her face moved into a smile at the sound of his voice.
‘Gabriela!’ Despite his huffiness the day before, he sounded pleased to hear from her.
‘Ivan,’ she said, hesitating only for a second. ‘Listen. I need to ask a favour. I’m so sorry and I wouldn’t usually ask – I really wouldn’t – but …’
‘Gabriela,’ he stopped her. ‘You know you don’t have to do that, just tell me what you need.’
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. ‘I need to borrow some money.’
By the time Gabriela reached the Freemasons Arms, she was feeling calmer, Ivan having promised to transfer the cash to her so that it would arrive by the end of the day. Despite the weather, Madeleine was seated outside, under a heater, a pashmina wrapped around her.
‘Jesus, it’s been so long,’ Madeleine said, hugging her tightly.
‘Well, in my defence, you do now spend half your life flying around, saving the world … But we can talk about that later.’ Gabriela paused a moment before carrying on, ‘What the actual fuck?’
Madeleine nodded. ‘Assume you’re talking about our old friend Emsworth. Yeah, well, it looks like the discrimination case was an easy way out for him.’
‘What do you mean?’ Gabriela said, inching forward in her seat.
‘I mean, perhaps it was a convenient distraction.’
‘A distraction from what?’