Back A Double Life Save as PDF
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘Oh, come on, Tom. I saw you at the concert … Remember?’

He cackled then. ‘The concert! Of course, the concert you didn’t actually see because you were so late. Is that the concert you’re referring to? The concert you ran off from, to go back to work – to a job that means more to you than your family? That concert?’

‘Oh, fuck off, not all of us get to spend our day lording around between drop-off and pick-up, spending someone’s else’s money …’

He stood up then, leaning into her. ‘No, fuck you, Gabriela.’

He slammed his palm on the table and she saw a curtain twitch in one of the neighbouring houses.

For the first time in her life, she cowered away from him.

‘I mean, wow, you really have no idea why we were talking, do you? Not even an inkling?’

Tom’s eyes glistened and she felt herself lean backwards in her chair.

‘That woman is the mother of the girl who has been bullying our daughter so badly that most afternoons after school she shuts herself in her room and cries.’

He was whispering now, but with an intensity that lit his face. ‘That woman is the person I’ve been having hour-long conversations with on the phone, when I’m not pissing about, trying to work out how to help fix things because you’re so busy, so fucking stressed out, that I’m worried if I share this problem with you that you might break. The reason, Gabriela, that we were so involved in conversation is that our daughter is so stressed that I’m worried she is going to be irrevocably damaged at a time when she is also in mourning for her mother, who might as well be dead for the amount of attention she gives this family!’

His voice hummed with quiet rage, his face pulsing with it.

‘Why do you think I keep whisking the kids away at any given opportunity, subjecting them to endless bloody car journeys to my parents’, to Saoirse and Jim’s, to anywhere where we can actually breathe? You think that woman is the threat to our family, Gabriela? You think some mother from school is what is going to be the end of all this? You, Gabriela – your fucking job—’

He was laughing, his eyes full of rage. ‘You know what, I wish I was so simple! I wish I could go around shagging other women, that it was that easy. But you know the sad truth of all this, Gabriela, is that I could never do that to you. Never.’