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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Tariq calls at eight the following morning, bringing me back from a deep sleep. Twenty minutes later I’m on Royal College Street, ducking into the Renault 5 I bought for almost nothing from a man who had been upgrading to a family estate, the week I passed my test. He’d looked mournfully at my open palm as he handed over the keys and I’d wondered whether it was the old banger he was sad to say goodbye to or whether he was thinking of the passing of his life as he’d known it.

Even at this early hour, the sky outside is a piercing blue, glowing with some sort of promise. Swinging my bag onto the front seat next to a pile of old magazines, empty cigarette packets and discarded cans, I turn on the engine and watch a jet-stream of dust shoot out from the fan.

Tariq’s information had been sparse – more of a vague location than an address – yet as I make my way through Kentish Town, along Fortess Road and down Tufnell Park Road, there’s a feeling of anticipation.

At Holloway Road, I turn right and then left onto Seven Sisters, past a patchwork of churches and mosques. Going left at Finsbury Park past endless roadworks, I finally pull up outside a cluster of shops lining a quiet curved road. There is the greengrocer’s Tariq had described and, next to it, the social club, which he suggested, without using as many words, might be a cover for something more dubious.

With nothing else to do but sit and watch, I pull into the mews opposite, turning off the engine and setting my eyes on the social club, reminding myself, when the doubt threatens to cloud my conviction, that I have broken cases with more tenuous leads than this in the past.

The building in question – indicated by a handwritten sign in childish writing above the door – is an inconspicuous if unconvincing affair, the wide windows in the front concealed by frosted plastic sheets.

I sit and wait, the rush of adrenaline subsiding as the minutes pass, until two hours later I am desperate for caffeine.

Pushing the car door, which resists and then opens too fast, I pat my pocket to check for change before crossing towards the greengrocer’s. The bell above the door tinkles as I step inside, and my eyes struggle for a moment to adjust to the relative darkness after the blazing sun in the street outside.

Moving straight for the fridge, I pick up a Red Bull from the shelf before heading to the counter to pay. The woman at the cash desk is deep in conversation with another customer and I stand there for as long as I can bear before clearing my throat.

‘Just this,’ I say, placing the right change on the counter, cracking open the can as I move back out of the shop.