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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

She held the pen firmly in her hand as she deliberated over the note she was leaving for Tom.

I tried to ring but your phone was off. Something has come up and I’m away for the next two days. I’ll call if I can. Love, Gx

She paused at the front door, glimpsing the photo of them all one summer in Mallorca, in what felt like another lifetime. But then she stepped outside into the awaiting minicab, and the house receded in memory so that all she could think of was what lay ahead.

Paris was a bustling autumnal scene as they stepped into the private car that met them at Gard du Nord and drove them straight to the Champs-Élysées.

‘I thought we could drop off our bags before heading out,’ Ivan said as they stepped onto the pavement in front of the Four Seasons. ‘I know you like low-key, but this time the choice is mine …’

Their suite was a tapestry of plush beige velvet and embossed gold silk curtains leading to a balcony overlooking the Eiffel Tower, the sky darkening around it as evening fell.

‘Ivan,’ she said, turning to him, and he smiled.

‘You like it?’

‘I like it a lot.’

‘So,’ he asked the following morning once they had bathed and were resting on the bed, Tchaikovsky wafting across the room from the stereo. ‘What do you want to do?’

She breathed in luxuriously. ‘I don’t think I’m ever leaving this mattress. It’s like lying on a cloud.’

Stretching back into the mound of pillows, she felt the sunlight seeping through the window and warming her skin.

‘Sounds good to me,’ he said, kissing her shoulder. ‘But we have come all the way here, it would be rude not to leave the hotel room at least once.’

‘True,’ she conceded, her eyes drifting across the rooftops of the city she hadn’t returned to since that year of university.

‘You’re so beautiful,’ he said and she squirmed beneath his gaze.

‘You are,’ he replied, matter-of-factly. ‘I just almost can’t believe that you’re mine.’

There was a flicker in his eye and she drew back in order to see him better, surprised by the intensity of his words.

‘I mean, as much as anyone is anyone else’s,’ he corrected himself. ‘Not in the sense that I’m going to lock you in a glass box in my cellar …’

‘Well, that’s an important distinction,’ she said, pulling herself out of bed, tightening her dressing gown as she slipped her feet into a pair of hotel slippers, her heart pounding both with joy and a feeling she couldn’t quite put a finger on.