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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘You look knackered,’ she says as she sits down again, her voice gentle. Reaching for a box of Malboro from my pocket, I sniff. Maureen pushes the ashtray towards me. ‘What are you thinking, about the girl? How can I help?’

‘I don’t know, to be honest, I just … I thought maybe you might have heard something or maybe …’

My shoulders drop. The truth is, I have no idea what I am hoping for. All I know is that I have nowhere else to turn, and Maureen is one of those people who solves problems. Not least mine.

‘You must be petrified,’ she says and I look up at her, the words taking me by surprise. I am, and yet it isn’t the fear that is driving me; the fear is superseded by the sense that I have to do something. Not like last time …

Pushing the unwanted thoughts away before they can fully take hold, I turn my attention back to Maureen.

‘I just can’t stop thinking about her. You get a lot of girls coming through here, I thought it was worth a shot … Given the number of women you support, and how small the community we’re talking about is; I mean, there just can’t be that many people from that part of the world here in North London, and she has to be from around here, right? Otherwise what the fuck would she have been doing on the Heath at 6a.m.? Presumably someone must know her – someone must have noticed that she’s gone? It’s a tight community. I wonder if any of the girls here have mentioned anything?’

‘We’ve had a few women coming in from the general area you’re talking about, over the years,’ Maureen says after a while. ‘Since the war. Obviously I can’t say for sure that this woman, girl, whoever she was, was trafficked here – she could be working in a bank for all I know – but if we’re going along with your theory, then … well, let’s just say in my experience women coming out of the chaos of war are rarely left with their free will. In the Nineties, we saw a lot of girls being brought over from afflicted areas. And once a gang establishes itself, they tend to hold onto that power, even once peace is supposedly flourishing.’

Maureen stops for a minute and lights another cigarette before continuing. ‘As for getting someone to talk …’

She shakes her head and takes another drag. ‘I don’t know. I mean, you can try, but this whole industry operates on fear. We’re talking billions of pounds, and the men who run the gangs, they’re organised. They don’t take chances. If you knew the levels they go to in order to ensure these women don’t run, and even if they were found they wouldn’t talk … It’s mind games, a lot of it.’