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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

After all, it wasn’t too late, not yet. She could have called Tom back then and there and told him she’d had a change of heart. She could have taken the next train down to Devon, which wasn’t that far from here, when she came to think of it. The sudden realisation of her proximity to Tom and the children was instantly terrifying and instinctively she glanced over her shoulder as she answered the phone, her tone lightly enquiring, as if the call could be anyone.

‘Hello?’ Her hand held the phone tightly against her ear, containing the sound of his voice.

‘Are you here?’

Did she pause before answering?

‘Yes.’

‘Come outside, I’m waiting in a car.’

Pressing her overnight bag tightly against her side, she held it both like a shield and an arsenal of weaponry as she moved out through the exit and into the city.

It was immediately obvious even before the headlights blinked surreptitiously: the shine of the buffed bodywork incongruous against the grubby backdrop of buildings immediately opposite the taxi rank. Gabriela could feel eyes on her as the door opened and she ducked inside the car with its impossibly clean seats, devoid of stray crisps and discarded DVDs.

The brief feeling of being watched brought back a sudden memory of Emsworth, of the tail he had put on her. How had she forgotten? The likelihood was that he still had someone watching her now, and yet even that didn’t make her think twice before stepping into the car. It was as if in Ivan’s presence she felt protected against the world, cushioned against reality. Impenetrable even with her head floating in the firing line.

For a moment he didn’t speak, he didn’t move forward to greet her in any way. He simply looked, as if memorising everything about her.

‘Fancy seeing you here,’ she said, and he smiled, his eyes shining.

‘It’s good to see you.’ There was a sincerity in his voice that moved her.

Leaning forward gently, he kissed her on both cheeks and the smell of him was intoxicatingly unfamiliar.

‘You said low-key,’ he said as the car pulled off. ‘And I took you at your word, so I hope you meant it …’

‘Good,’ she said, with a flush of relief, remembering her insistence that they avoid one of the fashionable spa hotels in the area, just in case of bumping into anyone she knew.

‘Well, it shouldn’t take too long,’ he said as the driver let off the handbrake, the sudden movement of the car causing her to shunt forward, and Ivan held out his hand to catch her.

He smiled. ‘You should probably put on your belt.’

The village was the sort of chocolate-box picture-postcard scene she had spent so many years resenting after her mother had left, abandoning them for a similarly provincial existence.