Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
She tilted her head. ‘No, I’m not married.’
It had been his idea to move on, some time later, after enough drinks had been consumed that the stairs on the way out of the bar seemed steeper than when they arrived.
Outside, it was still light, the sky swollen with heat and toxins; when she asked Ivan the time, he told her it was nearly six.
‘Shit,’ she said and he looked taken aback.
Recovering herself, she added, ‘It’s just that I left my things at work, and it’s too late to get them. I just need to make a call.’
Moving away from him, she let her hand hover for a moment over Tom’s number, before opening a new text message instead.
She was drunk. Even if she hadn’t intended to continue onwards with Ivan, she would need to stop and eat before she got home. That was how she justified it to herself as she typed, as if it was still not a done deal: Have to go to a work leaving drinks, won’t be too late.
She was still dithering about whether to send it when she heard Ivan moving behind her and hurriedly added Gx. Send. And then it was done.
‘So you grew up in London?’ he asked as the waiter poured the wine, a pressed white napkin folded over his forearm.
They had moved on by then to a sushi bar overlooking the city skyline, the sort of overly fashionable, eye-wateringly expensive place no one Tom knew would ever choose to come, which was exactly why she had suggested it. Still, if they were spotted there, she could claim to be taking a foreign businessman for a working dinner, in line with her job at the FCO. The job Tom still believed she had.
‘Yup,’ she took a sip of her wine. ‘North London. And how about you, where do you live?’
‘Everywhere, nowhere …’ he smiled. ‘My work means I move between London and Moscow, mainly, so I have an apartment there, and here I have a house in Richmond. You know it?’
A sense of relief ran over her; he was wealthy enough that he could easily reside in Hampstead proper, which was just a couple of miles from her house. The distance between their London worlds, her north to his south-west, was so pronounced that regardless of the physical space between them he might as well have said he lived in Tokyo.
‘Actually, I don’t know it at all, really. I’ve been once, maybe. But not for a long time.’
Their eyes met and her skin flushed so that she looked down. The effect of the gin and wine she had drunk seemed to have plateaued so that she was in a state of otherness that was beautifully calming.
‘You still live in North London?’