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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

She tilted her head. ‘No, I’m not married.’

It had been his idea to move on, some time later, after enough drinks had been consumed that the stairs on the way out of the bar seemed steeper than when they arrived.

Outside, it was still light, the sky swollen with heat and toxins; when she asked Ivan the time, he told her it was nearly six.

‘Shit,’ she said and he looked taken aback.

Recovering herself, she added, ‘It’s just that I left my things at work, and it’s too late to get them. I just need to make a call.’

Moving away from him, she let her hand hover for a moment over Tom’s number, before opening a new text message instead.

She was drunk. Even if she hadn’t intended to continue onwards with Ivan, she would need to stop and eat before she got home. That was how she justified it to herself as she typed, as if it was still not a done deal: Have to go to a work leaving drinks, won’t be too late.

She was still dithering about whether to send it when she heard Ivan moving behind her and hurriedly added Gx. Send. And then it was done.

‘So you grew up in London?’ he asked as the waiter poured the wine, a pressed white napkin folded over his forearm.

They had moved on by then to a sushi bar overlooking the city skyline, the sort of overly fashionable, eye-wateringly expensive place no one Tom knew would ever choose to come, which was exactly why she had suggested it. Still, if they were spotted there, she could claim to be taking a foreign businessman for a working dinner, in line with her job at the FCO. The job Tom still believed she had.

‘Yup,’ she took a sip of her wine. ‘North London. And how about you, where do you live?’

‘Everywhere, nowhere …’ he smiled. ‘My work means I move between London and Moscow, mainly, so I have an apartment there, and here I have a house in Richmond. You know it?’

A sense of relief ran over her; he was wealthy enough that he could easily reside in Hampstead proper, which was just a couple of miles from her house. The distance between their London worlds, her north to his south-west, was so pronounced that regardless of the physical space between them he might as well have said he lived in Tokyo.

‘Actually, I don’t know it at all, really. I’ve been once, maybe. But not for a long time.’

Their eyes met and her skin flushed so that she looked down. The effect of the gin and wine she had drunk seemed to have plateaued so that she was in a state of otherness that was beautifully calming.

‘You still live in North London?’