Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘Yeah, but you don’t have kids, do you, Saoirse? So what the fuck do you know?’ The words shot out of her mouth with a savagery that she instantly regretted.

‘Hey, love.’ Saoirse’s face changed suddenly and when Gabriela turned she saw Callum standing in the doorway, his eyes wide with worry. ‘Your mum and I were just telling each other a story. How’re you doing, is your programme finished? Do you want me to put something else on?’

‘I’ll do it,’ Gabriela said, standing and walking across the garden to pick up Callum.

Saoirse must have slipped out while she was busy putting on Tom and Jerry, for when she turned back to where she had been sitting, Saoirse was gone.

‘Darling, have you seen Aunty Saoirse?’ Gabriela asked Sadie, who was sitting on her bed flicking through a picture book. When she looked up, there was a sadness in her eyes and Gabriela wondered if her daughter had heard them talking.

‘She went to see Uncle Jim and Daddy at the pub,’ Sadie said.

‘Oh yes,’ Gabriela said brightly. ‘I think she said, I must have forgotten.’

After a pause, she asked, ‘Are you OK?’

Sadie nodded.

‘You had a good birthday?’

‘Yep.’

‘Do you want to come downstairs, watch cartoons with Callum and me?’

She shook her head.

Gabriela inhaled. ‘OK. Well, we’re downstairs if you change your mind.’

Callum fell asleep on the sofa, less than an hour later. As she carried him up to his room, she peeked through Sadie’s door and saw the light was off.

Tucking Callum in, she headed straight to bed, worn out by the afternoon’s wine and the argument with Saoirse. She was already asleep by the time the three of them returned from the pub that night. When she woke up the next morning, Saoirse and Jim had gone.

Gabriela’s mind was dragged back into the present by the sound of her phone. For a moment, she imagined Madeleine’s number flashing on the screen, returning her call, the one in which she had asked her to ring back, that she had something she needed to tell her … Shit. What would she say? Madeleine would be back in London soon and she wouldn’t be easily fobbed off. As far as she was concerned the two of them were still committed to investigating Emsworth with their two-pronged approach. Now that she wasn’t there in the office, Gabriela could legitimately bow out – except for the problem of what to tell Madeleine in terms of why she had left, and to explain away the voicemail she had left.