Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
‘Yeah, but you don’t have kids, do you, Saoirse? So what the fuck do you know?’ The words shot out of her mouth with a savagery that she instantly regretted.
‘Hey, love.’ Saoirse’s face changed suddenly and when Gabriela turned she saw Callum standing in the doorway, his eyes wide with worry. ‘Your mum and I were just telling each other a story. How’re you doing, is your programme finished? Do you want me to put something else on?’
‘I’ll do it,’ Gabriela said, standing and walking across the garden to pick up Callum.
Saoirse must have slipped out while she was busy putting on Tom and Jerry, for when she turned back to where she had been sitting, Saoirse was gone.
‘Darling, have you seen Aunty Saoirse?’ Gabriela asked Sadie, who was sitting on her bed flicking through a picture book. When she looked up, there was a sadness in her eyes and Gabriela wondered if her daughter had heard them talking.
‘She went to see Uncle Jim and Daddy at the pub,’ Sadie said.
‘Oh yes,’ Gabriela said brightly. ‘I think she said, I must have forgotten.’
After a pause, she asked, ‘Are you OK?’
Sadie nodded.
‘You had a good birthday?’
‘Yep.’
‘Do you want to come downstairs, watch cartoons with Callum and me?’
She shook her head.
Gabriela inhaled. ‘OK. Well, we’re downstairs if you change your mind.’
Callum fell asleep on the sofa, less than an hour later. As she carried him up to his room, she peeked through Sadie’s door and saw the light was off.
Tucking Callum in, she headed straight to bed, worn out by the afternoon’s wine and the argument with Saoirse. She was already asleep by the time the three of them returned from the pub that night. When she woke up the next morning, Saoirse and Jim had gone.
Gabriela’s mind was dragged back into the present by the sound of her phone. For a moment, she imagined Madeleine’s number flashing on the screen, returning her call, the one in which she had asked her to ring back, that she had something she needed to tell her … Shit. What would she say? Madeleine would be back in London soon and she wouldn’t be easily fobbed off. As far as she was concerned the two of them were still committed to investigating Emsworth with their two-pronged approach. Now that she wasn’t there in the office, Gabriela could legitimately bow out – except for the problem of what to tell Madeleine in terms of why she had left, and to explain away the voicemail she had left.