Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
‘Come on guys,’ Tom said, ushering them back upstairs without looking at her. ‘We’d better get you ready for school. Your mum had better hurry, too, or she’ll be late for her precious job.’
As soon as Tom had left with the children, Gabriela dressed and headed to the phone shop on Holloway Road, buying a new SIM to fit her phone.
Outside, she took her old SIM from her pocket and dropped it into the nearest bin.
They barely spoke for two days after that. When Tom did finally address her, he said, ‘I’m thinking of going away for a few days. Jim and I … There’s a gig up in Glasgow …’
‘Right,’ she said.
‘It’s next weekend …’
‘OK. Fine with me.’
‘Really?’ He sounded surprised. ‘But won’t it interfere with work? The kids will need dropping off and picking up on the Friday from tennis camp.’
‘That’s OK.’
She moved towards the fridge to pull out a drink, and when she turned around he was watching her.
‘So you’re fine with it?’
‘Sure,’ she said.
‘OK.’ There was a hint of disbelief in his voice. ‘I’ll go and call Jim then, tell him that we’re on.’
‘By the way, I’ve got a new number,’ Gabriela added before Tom disappeared out the door.
‘How come?’
‘They’ve upgraded our phones. Everyone has a new one.’
She waited for him to call her out, but he barely shrugged. ‘Fine. Text it to me and I’ll replace the old one.’
Tom left first thing on Friday morning. The kids’ tennis club that ran for the duration of half-term didn’t start until ten. Sadie had packed her things in a bag and was waiting at the foot of the stairs when Gabriela came down, just after seven.
‘Is Callum still asleep?’ she asked and Sadie nodded.
‘Hey, listen,’ Gabriela said, settling herself next to her daughter on the narrow tread and kissing her on the forehead, drawing her towards her and relishing the feeling of the child in her arms. Closing her eyes, from nowhere she pictured the image of St Genevieve and immediately her mind moved to her own mother. Gabriela winced.
Sitting up, she lifted Sadie’s face to look at hers. ‘That man, on the Heath … he didn’t do anything to you?’
Sadie held her eye and shook her head. ‘He just took me to the café and bought me an ice cream.’
‘How old was he?’ She was racking her mind for meaningful questions, hoping to elicit an answer – what kind, she couldn’t be sure: one, she supposed, that would suggest it was unconnected to Emsworth, a fluke event that would free her of the guilt that ran up her back like fingers, threatening to choke her.
‘Don’t know,’ Sadie said. ‘He said he was your friend …’ She started to cry and Gabriela wrapped her arms around her again.