Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘Come on guys,’ Tom said, ushering them back upstairs without looking at her. ‘We’d better get you ready for school. Your mum had better hurry, too, or she’ll be late for her precious job.’

As soon as Tom had left with the children, Gabriela dressed and headed to the phone shop on Holloway Road, buying a new SIM to fit her phone.

Outside, she took her old SIM from her pocket and dropped it into the nearest bin.

They barely spoke for two days after that. When Tom did finally address her, he said, ‘I’m thinking of going away for a few days. Jim and I … There’s a gig up in Glasgow …’

‘Right,’ she said.

‘It’s next weekend …’

‘OK. Fine with me.’

‘Really?’ He sounded surprised. ‘But won’t it interfere with work? The kids will need dropping off and picking up on the Friday from tennis camp.’

‘That’s OK.’

She moved towards the fridge to pull out a drink, and when she turned around he was watching her.

‘So you’re fine with it?’

‘Sure,’ she said.

‘OK.’ There was a hint of disbelief in his voice. ‘I’ll go and call Jim then, tell him that we’re on.’

‘By the way, I’ve got a new number,’ Gabriela added before Tom disappeared out the door.

‘How come?’

‘They’ve upgraded our phones. Everyone has a new one.’

She waited for him to call her out, but he barely shrugged. ‘Fine. Text it to me and I’ll replace the old one.’

Tom left first thing on Friday morning. The kids’ tennis club that ran for the duration of half-term didn’t start until ten. Sadie had packed her things in a bag and was waiting at the foot of the stairs when Gabriela came down, just after seven.

‘Is Callum still asleep?’ she asked and Sadie nodded.

‘Hey, listen,’ Gabriela said, settling herself next to her daughter on the narrow tread and kissing her on the forehead, drawing her towards her and relishing the feeling of the child in her arms. Closing her eyes, from nowhere she pictured the image of St Genevieve and immediately her mind moved to her own mother. Gabriela winced.

Sitting up, she lifted Sadie’s face to look at hers. ‘That man, on the Heath … he didn’t do anything to you?’

Sadie held her eye and shook her head. ‘He just took me to the café and bought me an ice cream.’

‘How old was he?’ She was racking her mind for meaningful questions, hoping to elicit an answer – what kind, she couldn’t be sure: one, she supposed, that would suggest it was unconnected to Emsworth, a fluke event that would free her of the guilt that ran up her back like fingers, threatening to choke her.

‘Don’t know,’ Sadie said. ‘He said he was your friend …’ She started to cry and Gabriela wrapped her arms around her again.