Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Tom stepped between them, his eyes warning her to stop.

‘Sadie, it’s OK,’ he said, still facing Gabriela, shaking his head almost imperceptibly. ‘Don’t worry. It’s not your fault, OK? We’re not angry. We’re just happy that you’re OK.’

‘I already called the police,’ he added under his breath. ‘She gave them a description. He was a white guy, brown hair, she didn’t remember anything else.’

‘Why didn’t you call me?’ Gabriela asked, and Tom shrugged.

‘I didn’t want to worry you – and what would be the point? Sadie was safe, and what could you have done from the office apart from panic? I know how busy you’ve been, I didn’t want you to rush home for no reason.’

‘No reason?’

‘For God’s sake, Gabs, please calm down. It was a shock, but it’s happened and she’s OK. All right?’

He held her face in his hands before pulling her into a hug. ‘She’s OK.’ He waited a moment and then he said, ‘So, your text: what was it you wanted to tell me?’

‘Nothing,’ she said, pressing her nails into his back. ‘Nothing. It doesn’t matter. Let’s just all go to bed. I don’t feel hungry anymore.’

Once Tom was asleep, Gabriela got up. She could not quieten her mind, the memory of the message she’d left for Madeleine replaying in her head. The message she’d left telling Madeleine to call back, that she had something important to share, something Madeleine would really want to hear …

Someone had been listening. Someone was listening to her messages, and they had responded with their very own, delivered to her via her daughter. For hours her mind circled the reality of what had happened, and then she faced it head on, staring it in the face so that she could see it for what it was: Emsworth had had her daughter abducted. Sadie. A man she didn’t know had held Sadie’s hand and led her through the Heath, a place where Gabriela believed they were all safe, and bought her an ice cream. She imagined the invisible imprint of his hands wrapped around the cone that touched her daughter’s mouth.

She wanted to scream. No, she wanted to storm out of the door and run to Emsworth’s house and pull one of his sons from their bed and hold a knife to his neck. She wanted to watch Emsworth’s face as he saw the blood.

Calm down, she told herself, knowing such thoughts would get her nowhere. Besides, where did he live? Without her work phone, she didn’t even have his mobile number.

She pulled out her phone, opening Gmail, pressing New Message. Her fingers hovered above the keys.