Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- One Year Later
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- ACKNOWEDGMENTS
- RESOURCES
“Cancer?” Bugz’s eyes welled with tears as her mother turned to her father. He pulled Bugz’s mother in. They cried and held each other tight. It looked like all they could do to stay upright. Bugz remained seated, looking at her hands in disbelief.
Bugz watched Liumei struggle to find words. “I don’t want to say we’re lucky—that’s the wrong word. But Waawaate did benefit from the fact the oncologist happened to be on-site today. Typically you’d need a referral and you’d have to wait quite a bit longer for this diagnosis.”
“How did this happen?”
“It’s difficult to say,” Liumei said. “I’m not an expert on cancers. But what I can tell you from my conversation with the cancer specialist is that there is a mass on Waawaate’s femur.” Bugz followed Liumei’s gaze down to the colored floor panels. “It’s quite advanced.”
“Is it terminal?” Bugz’s mother asked.
“It isn’t always terminal, depending on how early we catch it.” Liumei swallowed.
“Well, what does that mean? What’s going to happen?” Bugz’s father prodded.
“We can’t say for certain…” Liumei took a deep breath. “But like I said, the growth is advanced. Waawaate must’ve been sick for a long time and trying to tough it out. He would’ve felt a lot of pain. He must’ve been very stro—he must be very strong.” Bugz processed Liumei’s correction as the doctor spoke again. “There’s always hope. There’s always the people at the end of the bell curve who pull through.”
Bugz nodded, biting her bottom lip in an effort to keep the tears from consuming her. “Can you cure him?”
“We’ll try, and the oncologist wants a follow-up in the city—”
“Can you help my boy?!” Bugz’s mom interrupted and raised the tissue in her hand to emphasize her desperation.
“We’ll try,” Liumei said, tears now welling in her eyes as well. “We’re certainly going to give him every chance we can…I just don’t want to give you any unrealistic expectations.”
“Unrealistic expectations?” Frank’s gaze fell to the floor as he mulled the words. Bugz’s mother wrapped him in her arms again as if holding him together, and to stop him from sinking any further. Bugz ran to the door.
“I’m really sorry,” Bugz heard Liumei say as she reached the hallway.
Bugz rushed to a private waiting room down the hall and sat on a plastic chair. She pulled out her phone and scrolled without paying attention to anything on-screen. Her mother arrived a few minutes later and turned the volume down on the television babbling aimlessly on the wall.
“Hey,” her mother said.