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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“Cancer?” Bugz’s eyes welled with tears as her mother turned to her father. He pulled Bugz’s mother in. They cried and held each other tight. It looked like all they could do to stay upright. Bugz remained seated, looking at her hands in disbelief.

Bugz watched Liumei struggle to find words. “I don’t want to say we’re lucky—that’s the wrong word. But Waawaate did benefit from the fact the oncologist happened to be on-site today. Typically you’d need a referral and you’d have to wait quite a bit longer for this diagnosis.”

“How did this happen?”

“It’s difficult to say,” Liumei said. “I’m not an expert on cancers. But what I can tell you from my conversation with the cancer specialist is that there is a mass on Waawaate’s femur.” Bugz followed Liumei’s gaze down to the colored floor panels. “It’s quite advanced.”

“Is it terminal?” Bugz’s mother asked.

“It isn’t always terminal, depending on how early we catch it.” Liumei swallowed.

“Well, what does that mean? What’s going to happen?” Bugz’s father prodded.

“We can’t say for certain…” Liumei took a deep breath. “But like I said, the growth is advanced. Waawaate must’ve been sick for a long time and trying to tough it out. He would’ve felt a lot of pain. He must’ve been very stro—he must be very strong.” Bugz processed Liumei’s correction as the doctor spoke again. “There’s always hope. There’s always the people at the end of the bell curve who pull through.”

Bugz nodded, biting her bottom lip in an effort to keep the tears from consuming her. “Can you cure him?”

“We’ll try, and the oncologist wants a follow-up in the city—”

“Can you help my boy?!” Bugz’s mom interrupted and raised the tissue in her hand to emphasize her desperation.

“We’ll try,” Liumei said, tears now welling in her eyes as well. “We’re certainly going to give him every chance we can…I just don’t want to give you any unrealistic expectations.”

“Unrealistic expectations?” Frank’s gaze fell to the floor as he mulled the words. Bugz’s mother wrapped him in her arms again as if holding him together, and to stop him from sinking any further. Bugz ran to the door.

“I’m really sorry,” Bugz heard Liumei say as she reached the hallway.

Bugz rushed to a private waiting room down the hall and sat on a plastic chair. She pulled out her phone and scrolled without paying attention to anything on-screen. Her mother arrived a few minutes later and turned the volume down on the television babbling aimlessly on the wall.

“Hey,” her mother said.