Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- One Year Later
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- ACKNOWEDGMENTS
- RESOURCES
“Thanks for joining us, Bugz…” Liumei paused, appearing unsure what to say next. “Is it alright if I call you that? Or do you prefer I say your full name…Bagon-ay—”
“Bagonegiizhigok,” Bugz said to Liumei from behind her phone. She peeked over the top of her screen and examined Liumei’s face…delicate features, for the most part. She’s pretty, Bugz thought. “But it’s alright if you call me Bugz. It’s what everyone else calls me.”
“Are you sure? You seemed to sit up a little bit straighter when you said your full name to me just now.” Liumei’s attention to detail was sharp. Well, I guess so. She’s a doctor. Liumei continued, “To be honest, I’m still getting used to saying ‘bugs,’ but I’ll get over it.” Feng chuckled.
“Yeah, trust me, kids made a big deal out of it in elementary school,” Bugz said. “They’d always ask if I had bugs, if I wanted Nix, or they’d say my first name must be ‘sheehaz.’ ”
“She-haz?” Feng asked.
“Yeah, they were asking if her full name was ‘She-has-bugz,’ ” Liumei said, plating the food. She gave her nephew a sideways look, as though skeptical of his intelligence for a second. “Listen, Bugz, part of my name translates to ‘willow.’ So I went by ‘Willow’ when I first got here until someone asked if it was ’cause I was skinny.” Liumei shook her head.
Bugz couldn’t help but smile at this. She decided she liked Liumei just a bit more for this confession of their shared experience. “My name means ‘hole-in-the-sky’ or ‘hole-in-the-day.’ ”
“That’s very poetic,” Liumei said.
“Thanks.” Bugz didn’t know where to look. She glanced at her phone. “It was the name of a big chief back in the day. Our great-great-great-great-grandpa. He’s the reason our family is called Holiday. When he registered with the government, they couldn’t get his name right, so they switched ‘Hole-in-the-day’ to ‘Holiday.’ My parents wanted to honor him so they gave me the feminine version of his name.”
“Impressive. So what does the Bug part mean?” Liumei asked.
“Nothing.” Bugz knew she should say more. “It doesn’t mean anything on its own, but it’s part of the word that describes something having a piercing or a hole in it. And then giizhig means ‘sky’ or ‘day’ or ‘cedar’ in our language. Cedar is sacred to us and has a connection to the sky.” Bugz’s eyes darted around the table. “And the sky represents the day.”