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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“Thanks for joining us, Bugz…” Liumei paused, appearing unsure what to say next. “Is it alright if I call you that? Or do you prefer I say your full name…Bagon-ay—”

“Bagonegiizhigok,” Bugz said to Liumei from behind her phone. She peeked over the top of her screen and examined Liumei’s face…delicate features, for the most part. She’s pretty, Bugz thought. “But it’s alright if you call me Bugz. It’s what everyone else calls me.”

“Are you sure? You seemed to sit up a little bit straighter when you said your full name to me just now.” Liumei’s attention to detail was sharp. Well, I guess so. She’s a doctor. Liumei continued, “To be honest, I’m still getting used to saying ‘bugs,’ but I’ll get over it.” Feng chuckled.

“Yeah, trust me, kids made a big deal out of it in elementary school,” Bugz said. “They’d always ask if I had bugs, if I wanted Nix, or they’d say my first name must be ‘sheehaz.’ ”

“She-haz?” Feng asked.

“Yeah, they were asking if her full name was ‘She-has-bugz,’ ” Liumei said, plating the food. She gave her nephew a sideways look, as though skeptical of his intelligence for a second. “Listen, Bugz, part of my name translates to ‘willow.’ So I went by ‘Willow’ when I first got here until someone asked if it was ’cause I was skinny.” Liumei shook her head.

Bugz couldn’t help but smile at this. She decided she liked Liumei just a bit more for this confession of their shared experience. “My name means ‘hole-in-the-sky’ or ‘hole-in-the-day.’ ”

“That’s very poetic,” Liumei said.

“Thanks.” Bugz didn’t know where to look. She glanced at her phone. “It was the name of a big chief back in the day. Our great-great-great-great-grandpa. He’s the reason our family is called Holiday. When he registered with the government, they couldn’t get his name right, so they switched ‘Hole-in-the-day’ to ‘Holiday.’ My parents wanted to honor him so they gave me the feminine version of his name.”

“Impressive. So what does the Bug part mean?” Liumei asked.

“Nothing.” Bugz knew she should say more. “It doesn’t mean anything on its own, but it’s part of the word that describes something having a piercing or a hole in it. And then giizhig means ‘sky’ or ‘day’ or ‘cedar’ in our language. Cedar is sacred to us and has a connection to the sky.” Bugz’s eyes darted around the table. “And the sky represents the day.”