Back Walking in Two Worlds
Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“Thanks,” Bugz said, a resigned smile on her face. “Even if my big brother is making you be nice to me.”

Country music filled the cab as they pulled on to a dirt road and drove into the forest. The path wound deep into the woods until eventually they pulled up to a bush trail.

“Here we are,” Waawaate announced. “You’ll have to hoof it the rest of the way. I’ll come pick you up later if you want. Just text.”

Bugz jumped out of the front seat and walked to the trailhead. She turned back to the truck and raised her eyebrows to Feng. He removed his seat belt.

“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do,” Waawaate called after them, his tone mocking that of a concerned parent. He answered a video call on his phone from Stormy. As Feng closed the door, Bugz heard the start of Waawaate’s conversation.

“What’s up? Hey, you can’t be mean like that to my little sister…”

His voice trailed off as the truck pulled away, leaving Bugz and Feng to walk along the path, their footsteps cushioned by red pine needles on the forest floor. Their eyes adjusted to the shade the forest canopy cast all around them. Bugz walked in the lead for a few moments until she turned to look at Feng, the renewed warmth in her eyes letting him know it was okay to join her. He caught up in a few steps and they walked side by side.

“That was messed up.” Feng exhaled.

“I know,” Bugz agreed.

“I’m sorry.”

“Me too.”

“You don’t have to be sorry.”

Bugz contemplated this before stopping to face Feng. “Then why are you sorry?”

Feng searched Bugz’s face for a hint of what he should say next. He registered her facial expression, but it might as well have been written in the hieroglyphs of some long-forgotten language. And the automatic translator was no help for nonverbal cues.

I’m broadcasting this loud and clear, buddy, she thought to herself. Read it in my eyes.

“I’m sorry,” Feng ventured, “that we almost got into a fight with those girls.”

“Yeah, that was really too bad.” Bugz turned and continued down the path. He didn’t get it.

Feng ran to catch up with her and thought hard about what to say next. “I’m sorry I didn’t stand up for you. Especially since you had my back about the racist stuff.”

“Mm-hmm.” Bugz nodded. Please don’t make this about you.

Bugz could feel Feng’s eyes on her as he did his best to keep pace with her. As much as he frustrated her, Bugz admitted to herself that Feng’s clumsy attempts to make nice belied the picture she had of him as a member of a misogynistic neo-alt-right mob.