Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- One Year Later
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- ACKNOWEDGMENTS
- RESOURCES
“Trouble?” Feng felt a fire kindle inside. He stared at his aunt. She bit her bottom lip and stared straight ahead. Feng knew she wanted to avoid his gaze, but he didn’t look away. The SUV rolled on for a few hundred yards before she continued. “You said some hurtful things about our people.”
Feng looked to the road ahead. “Not my fault some people can’t let go of the past.”
“Does that mean your mom and dad too?”
The fire flared up. “At least I got to go to school…outside of a mosque, I mean.”
“I’m sorry, Feng.” Liumei shook her head. Feng could see she was weighing different responses. Finally, she spoke. “You weren’t taken to a school—that was a re-education center. They brainwashed you.”
“I would’ve been brainwashed either way.” Feng scowled back down at his phone and swiped. His face softened.
“Remember this?” Feng held up his phone up to reveal a photo of Liumei, more than a decade younger, tears streaked across her face. The poor quality of the photo testified to its age, and that it had been taken from a distance.
“Where’s that from?”
“Remember when you were staying with us? One night you came running back to my parents’ apartment.” Feng tilted the phone back to examine the image. “I heard you slam the door. Then—bam, bam, bam—a loud banging on the other side of it.” He pinch-zoomed the picture slowly. “I snuck out of bed and took this photo.” He angled the screen back to Liumei.
His aunt’s face turned serious. She focused on the road in front of her. “I begged the authorities not to take me.” She shook her head slowly. “Your parents promised to report me if I engaged in any more ‘subversive activities.’ ” She appeared to stare at something far down the road. “I left China the next week.”
“That’s when the trouble started for my parents.” Feng put a quiet punctuation mark on the end of the exchange. He felt his aunt looking at him as he stared out the window, the tires still humming beneath them.
“I remember your name was Aaliyah when I was growing up,” Feng said, turning back to her. “I remember you changed it to Liumei when you were still living with us in Xinjiang.”
His aunt nodded. “I thought I needed to fit in.”
“Maybe you were right,” Feng said softly.
“No, it wasn’t healthy. Pretending to be someone else.”
“You haven’t changed your name back.”
“I’m proud of who I am—of who we are.” Feng noticed a faint hint of desperation audible in his aunt’s voice as she corrected herself. “But once I started school under this name, and got my medical degree, and started to practice…it’s too hard to change it back now.” Feng studied her from the corner of his eye.