Back Walking in Two Worlds
Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

Bugz thought of the Floraverse. She withdrew three more strips of bark, lined up their tops, and started braiding again. She thought back to the first time she’d realized she could respawn at will, in this very spot. It felt so long ago, though only a couple of years had passed since then. She’d come here to get some quiet after someone at school said something racist to her. She hadn’t felt like telling her parents because they would’ve turned it into some big thing. Meetings, phone calls, standing up for yourself. Bugz didn’t want to be a hero that day; she just wanted to get away from the hurt. Instead, she found her destiny: a source of nearly unlimited power. She wove more strips of bark into the braid. Within a few weeks of her discovery, she’d figured out how to bend the Floraverse to her will. And a few weeks after that, she’d built many of her creatures. Soon, the views on her streams took off, and the money and fame followed. It’s all gone now. She laid down her newest braid.

Bugz collected the three braids and examined them from top to bottom, pulling on them length-wise to test their strength. She lined up their tops and tied the bundle together with a shorter piece of bark. She weaved the three braids together, working slowly, diligently, and with great focus.

Bugz’s thoughts traveled to the Floraverse. She flew over Lake of the Torches again. She saw flames burning contentedly along the shores. Everywhere she looked, her creatures lived again in her mind’s eye. Sturgeon swam leisurely amidst the black waves. Thunderbirds swooped back and forth in the sky. Scores of animals frolicked along the beach. In the center of it all was Mishi-pizhiw, corkscrewing his serpentine body over and over again in a never-ending loop of pure joy. She’d raised Mishi-pizhiw as her first creation and had invested every new insight and technique she learned from the Floraverse into his development. He was the pinnacle of her prowess and the greatest recipient of her affection. “My baby,” she caught herself whispering. She finished braiding the strands together and examined her creation.

Bugz held the thick cedar rope in her hand. It looked like sisal, cowboy rope, right down to the frayed edges. She ran her hand over its rough contours and pulled on it hard. It had very little give. Bugz sighed. She felt an unrelenting ache at the center of her soul. She wanted it to end.