Back Walking in Two Worlds
Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“It’s one of the chemo drugs they gave him.” Bugz’s mom spoke up, appearing not to see anything except for the patch of hospital blanket immediately in front of her. “A really bad side effect. They switched the drug, but who knows at this point.” She teared up and inhaled deeply. “Sing, Bugz. Sing that healing song you know.”

Bugz looked to her feet and searched her memory. After a breath, her sharp, melodic voice cut through the stale, tense air in the hospital room. “Eniwek igo kiga’onji-pimaadiz ndiwe’igan…,” she began. Through my drum you will live just that much more. Bugz belted out the prayer song, absolutely shredding the air with a voice as clear and beautiful as it was pristine in its intention to make her brother well again. “Hey ya wey, ya eh, ya ho, we yo ho wey…” She punctuated each vocable with a burning desperation. Perhaps if she nailed this song, the Creator would have mercy on her brother. She sang the song four times through, more loudly and soulfully with each repetition.

When Bugz finished, the song’s melody seemed to reverberate in the air for a second. Soon enough, though, it dissipated, leaving those assembled, including Waawaate, in silence. He did not move. His EKG pulsed. Finally, he stirred and woke slowly. Tears flowed to the brim of Bugz’s eyes but did not fall down her cheek. Her eyes reddened. Through my drum, you will live just a little bit longer.

Bugz’s father smiled. “Waawaate, you’re a heck of a warrior, my boy.”

“I could hear Bugz singing.” Waawaate stretched with some effort. “Off-key.” He laughed, and everyone else smiled.

“I’d tell you to shut up if you weren’t so weak,” Bugz replied, a genuine look of happiness spreading across her face.

“Still strong enough to take you out, even in the ’Verse.” Suddenly, Waawaate grimaced.

“What’s the matter, son?” Bugz’s mother asked.

“Nothing, I just have no energy. Just talking and moving around, I feel totally—” He started to wheeze, and lost himself to a fit of dry coughs.

The nurse rubbed his back. “I’m going to see if we can give you something else to help with the pain.” Waawaate nodded with his eyes closed as she exited the room, leaving the Holiday clan in silence.

Bugz’s dad finally spoke. “You gotta watch that stuff. It can take you out. Too many painkillers.”

“I tell you what, I never thought I’d say this, but that doesn’t sound so bad right now,” Waawaate responded. The smile disappeared from Bugz’s face.

Her mother sighed and brushed the hair from Waawaate’s forehead. “Don’t talk like that, baby. You’re fighting this and we’re going to help you. But you’ve got to have hope.”