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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

‘Leonie?’ Her friend turns towards her; that face so photogenic. Vee is proud, every day, that one of her photographs is Leonie’s publicity photograph, appearing small and slightly blurred next to her articles in This Month and as the main image in a piece she wrote for the Telegraph about the impact of the Equal Pay Act for all women. Leonie looks a little bit distant – she’s probably still thinking about her meeting. Vee cannot imagine how disappointing it must be to have someone reject your book, especially such a book as Leonie is writing. And she knows that once the action starts, Leonie will be full-throatedly alive – her disappointments put aside for the sake of the sisterhood.

‘Uh-huh?’

‘What do you call it . . .’ Vee makes sure not to drop her voice, because there’s no shame in asking a question about sexuality ‘. . . what do you call it when a lesbian admits it? I mean, what’s the expression?’

There’s an unhidden titter from the women sitting behind them. Leonie doesn’t turn around, but raises her right arm, lazily, rotates her hand, gives them the finger. ‘Telling other people is “coming out”. Admitting it to yourself doesn’t really have an expression. I suppose you’d call it waking up. Like, sexual awakening.’

And then the lights go down, and there’s a cheer and applause, and it begins. Vee tries to keep her critical faculties alive, remember why she’s here. She knows with all of her heart that women are more than their measurements and have easily as much potential as the men who patronise them and, knowingly or unknowingly, exploit them.

Vee is not going to be drawn into this.

She is only here to protest.

But oh, it’s captivating.

There are the lights, and the whole sparkle of it, and, when the women start to emerge, the sheer shining beauty of them. The audience, too – the way the people sound, gasps and applause, so thrilled, so excited. Plus – Vee hadn’t thought about this, really, until now – beyond this dazzling room, full of thousands of people, there’s a whole world watching.

Vee is holding her breath. She can’t take her eyes from the stage. And then, because she can’t help herself, she’s joining in the collective coo of approval when another beauty – no, not beauty, ‘woman who fits the conventional notion of beauty’ – walks onto the stage.