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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

“Well,” she said, “you sound like the kind of person who can do what needs to be done.”

She made a quiet sound kind of like a laugh and said she had “enlisted” many people to try to help her through the years, but none of them had been successful. She was sure I could do it though, and again she told me that if I helped her and we were successful, she might even be able to help you.

You, Grampy.

Anyway, when she said that, I knew I had to at least hear her out. I told her I couldn’t commit to anything. I think you call that playing hardball, right, Grampy? I played hardball. I told her to tell me what was going on and after that I’d decide. But I really only agreed to listen because I needed to know how I could help you.

She said the island of Nysa is a very old island, older than almost any other place, and that there is a door that goes to some other place, an ancient door. A door that isn’t always in the same place. Sometimes it’s here and sometimes it’s there. Someone who went through the door a long time ago took something of hers along with them. She doesn’t think it was intentional—she was standing there helping them along, and they got scared and reached out and grabbed this thing of hers, and now it’s gone. She can’t follow—she’s not allowed to go in there—so she’s been trying to find someone who can go through that door, find what she lost, and bring it back.

I know it’s hard to believe, Grampy. But this is what she told me. I don’t know if it’s true or not. I’m just telling you.

I asked her again what was taken from her, and this look of incredible sadness passed over her face.

“You’ll know when you see it,” she said.

“How?”

“You’ll know.”

I asked her, “What about the door, the one we tore up the carpet to find?” I told her I had gotten in a lot of trouble for that and she shouldn’t go around destroying things that weren’t hers. I started to cry. She bent down closer to me, and for the first time I could really see into her eyes, and they were kind. They were also sparking with life. I couldn’t decide whether to look away or look deeper in.

She said she had thought the door would be here in the house, for a few different reasons—something to do with Shirley. But she was wrong, and she said she was sorry. I believed her, Grampy. She was very sorry about it. And she said the door was almost certainly in the cabin where I had marked the X. She said I didn’t have to make up my mind right now about whether or not I would help. I could wait until I saw the door, and after that I would have to decide if I was willing to go through it or not. And that if I wanted to save you, I would have to go through it.