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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

I put my hands down to my sides, stared out through the glass. When I was about to tell Tom in a quiet voice that he should stop the car and turn around, I felt Mary’s cool fingers intertwine with mine. She didn’t look at me. I don’t even know if she was awake. But her hand held lightly on to mine, and all of my doubts melted.

The town where we went to get married was called Deen, and it was much farther across the state line than we thought. We drove along the main street, where there were only a few shops: a pizza place, an antique store, an auto parts shop. Behind the line of stores, I could see a baseball field full of kids playing. Through the open car window, I could hear the ping of the ball on the bat, the shouting of the children, the protests about whether or not the batter was safe. I felt so old, watching that scene.

Tom muttered something about being lost.

“Why don’t you ask those kids?” Shirley said hesitantly, and Tom must have been suitably frustrated because he actually pulled to the side of the road where a boy and a girl walked slowly along the shoulder.

“Hey, kid,” Tom shouted through his open window. “What’s your name?”

The boy was skinny, his baseball glove much too large for him. The girl’s blonde hair was long and swirled around in the summer breeze. She pushed it aside and stared at us.

“Sam,” the boy said.

“I’m Abra,” the girl added, in a tone full of confidence and daring that said, Who are you and what do you want?

“Well, Sam and Abra, we’re late for a wedding and looking for a little chapel.” Tom wiped the sweat from his forehead. He said the name of the preacher and asked if they knew where the chapel was.

The boy thought about it for a minute. “I think if you keep going the way you’re going, it’s outside of town, on the right.”

Tom pulled away.

“Thank you!” Shirley shouted.

“This town gives me the creeps,” Tom muttered.

The boy was right—the chapel was beyond the town. Actually, it was a double-wide trailer where a small church congregation met, and the pastor was a larger-than-life Pentecostal preacher wearing a gray suit and black shoes that shone like the deepest reaches of space. He was balding ungracefully, the way someone does when they refuse to admit it and no one around them has the heart to break the news. Long, wispy brown hair was gathered from every corner of his skull and combed up and over the dome. During the entire ceremony, which didn’t last more than ten minutes, he kept reaching up with a yellow handkerchief and wiping the sweat from his face and forehead.

When he asked for the rings, Tom reached in his pocket and handed me the green twist tie. Mary giggled as I slid it on her finger.