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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

You nod again.

“Pearl, what’s wrong?”

But for the first time in a long time, you refuse to say. You shake your head, purse your lips. After I try to press you for information one more time, you shake your head in tiny, quick jerks. “It’s okay, Grampy. It’s okay.”

I pull back onto the road and close my window, the silence between us like an extra passenger in the car. I know you well enough to know that you saw something you didn’t expect. This isn’t a surprise—you’ve been seeing things like that since you were a little girl.

What’s surprising to me is that you don’t want to talk about it. You have always been eager to tell me about your latest imaginary encounter. You have always gone on and on about the things you see, the inexplicable friends, the fairies, the mythical creatures bounding along the skyline of our small city.

The road turns in a sweeping motion to the left, and as I glance in the rearview mirror, the light from where we came down the bridge vanishes. All around us is nothing but the dark wood. In front of us, the road is worn and crumbling. There are no lines. I know the woods will give way any minute—soon we’ll be in farmland, out in the wide-open day. I hope you’ll be okay once we get into the light.

I drive faster.

No Cares in the World

We’ll fix the place up,” Tom said in a convincing voice as we stood inside the front door, taking in the dust and the animal droppings and the cobwebs. But there was such unguarded optimism in his voice, such hope lifting his face, that the three of us couldn’t say otherwise. “All the inside needs is a good cleaning and a little paint. We can tear out the old carpet—it’s wood floors underneath. I checked it all out. It’ll be fun.”

“A good cleaning?” Shirley asked skeptically.

“You’ll see,” he said. “You’ll see.”

“I bet it gets hot here during the day,” I said. The midday heat made it hard to breathe inside the house, although the open front door did let in some air.

“Thus the lake,” Tom said, laughing. “And the nights are cool. We can sleep on the porch.”

“I think it sounds wonderful,” Mary said almost breathlessly. “Can we stay here all summer?”

Tom laughed again, and this time it was completely unreserved. “That’s the spirit, Mary.”

“What’s the alibi?” I asked.

“What do you mean?” Shirley asked.

“If we’re going to stay here all summer,” I said to Tom, “what do I tell my parents?”

He shrugged. “School trip? You’re working at a summer camp in Connecticut? Me and you are heading out for the summer before our senior year?”

“I don’t know.”

“So pick one they will go for, Paul! I’m telling my parents I’m taking a road trip—not exactly a lie. This is the chance of a lifetime. The four of us! No cares in the world!”