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Contents ( 81)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

“How haven’t I seen you before?” I asked.

She shrugged. “I’ve only lived here for a year.”

“Still. Strange I’ve never seen you around.”

We got to my road and walked up the hill, crossing the tiny bridge that spanned the stream. In the part of the field that lined the road, ten or twelve rows of corn still stood unharvested—the edge of the field the farmer hadn’t yet worked—and they ran along the road all the way up to my house. They seemed to move even when the wind wasn’t blowing, their voices dry and raspy.

Nysa was a beautiful place in the daytime, all rolling hills and patches of forest and that never-ending, crystal lake. But when the sun wasn’t shining, the whole island turned dark and gave off this aura of something asleep in the deep places of the earth. It’s hard to explain, but even with Mary that night, even feeling the approach of something like love, Nysa still gave me the chills.

Our feet were quiet on the road now that it was only the two of us. We barely made a sound. The night was somehow brighter each moment, illuminated by the stars, and our shadows stretched out in front of us.

“Shirley was fast,” I said, chuckling nervously.

Mary smiled. “She’s quick.”

We both laughed.

She stopped.

I walked past her, turned. “What?”

She reached out and grabbed my arm, pulled me back. I could barely breathe. She held me close and huddled against my body. I thought she was going to kiss me.

“Who’s that?” she whispered.

“Where?” I took a step back, pulling her with me. I didn’t see anything.

“Right . . . there. That person in the shadows.” She pointed up the road, into the darkness that rustled alongside the rows of corn.

Mary screamed.

I felt a pulse of energy, and my heart pounded so hard I thought I might have a heart attack. I wanted to run. Mary folded, put her hands over her face.

“Mary, I still don’t see anything,” I hissed.

“She’s gone,” she whispered. “She’s gone.”

We stood there completely still, terrified. Had this person Mary saw circled around behind us? Was she still waiting in the dark rows ahead? Could it have been one of my parents walking down the long lane?

“Who was that?” Mary hissed.

I had no idea.

The high rows of dry corn beside us exploded in movement, and three or four stalks fell down, bending out onto the road.

Mary screamed again.

It was Tom, followed by Shirley.

“What happened?” Tom asked, bending over, breathing hard. Shirley gasped for air beside him. “We heard you scream. Is everything okay?”

“There was a person standing in the road,” Mary said, her voice hollow. I could tell she was still thinking about it, imagining it.

“A man?” Tom asked, concern in his voice. He spun around, took a few steps up the road. I admired his courage.

“A woman. She pointed at me,” Mary whispered.