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Contents ( 81)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

“Who, my wife?”

“No.” She shakes her head again. “After my sister drowned, we were devastated. Not only my family. Everyone. All of my friends, all of Gillian’s friends. We didn’t know what to do with ourselves. We started going down to the lake a lot, like a pilgrimage. We all wanted to be close to the water. That sounds strange, I know. You’d think that with everything that happened, we’d want to be as far from there as possible.” She pauses. “But something drew us there. We couldn’t stay away.”

I don’t know what to say, so I sit there. I’m aware of my food growing cold, but I have no interest in it.

“Anyway, I was sitting there one night, oh, probably a few years later, on the banks of the lake, and out of nowhere there’s this woman sitting beside me. It was dark, and I couldn’t get a good look at her. All I could see was that she had this silvery-gray hair, almost white. Figured she had come out with our group of friends or was a parent coming out to pick up her kid. I don’t know. There were so many of us.”

She stands abruptly, and I think I’ve lost her, but she bustles to the coffee maker, pours herself a cup, and raises a flat hand to a few customers who call out “Ma’am!” after her.

“I’m on break!” she says.

She settles into the booth and looks up at me as if I was the one talking. When I don’t say anything, she recovers.

“Right, right.” She shakes her head once more. “Here’s the thing. This woman, she tells me that when my sister died she took something of hers. This woman was missing something. She asked if I could help her find it. I didn’t know what to tell her.”

“Do you know what she was missing?” I ask.

Jenny shakes her head. “My sister never would have taken anything. She was a scared little wimp.” She laughs. “Anyway, this woman got a little pushy, made me mad, so I told her to bug off.”

“And that was that? You never heard from her again?”

“Not me. But when a few of my friends started acting weird, I managed to pry it out of them. She’d approached them too, asking for help to get this thing my sister supposedly stole.”

“Do you think they’d share their story with me? I’m trying to help my granddaughter.”

Jenny takes a deep breath. “My friends? No, I’m sorry. They disappeared soon after I saw that woman.”

“Disappeared?”

“It happened one night while we were out there by the lake. One minute they were there, the next they were gone. They were fun girls, not into any serious kind of trouble. They never would have run away.”

“Where do you think they are?”

“Where are they?” She gave a cynical laugh, but there were tears in her eyes that she tried to blink furiously away. “I think they drowned, like my sister.”