Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Nox paused barely an inch above her mouth, allowing their breath to intermingle. As one breathed out, the other breathed in, junipers melding into plums, fresh winter into cardamom, cinnamon, and saffron as tense, warm air exchanged between them. The electric charge that coursed through them was as intoxicating as any drink that had ever entered her system. Her eyes closed again as she felt herself lean forward with longing. She wanted Nox to close the hair-thin gap. She felt with the sharp inhalation of her breath that if it didn’t happen soon, she’d suffocate under her own craving. Nox’s mouth was so near, she could taste every spice. Her scent, her hair, her soft, supple frame pressed into Amaris as the space between them closed.
The rapping of knuckles drew her attention from her dream as if she had been held under water, only now yanked above the surface by her hair. The air caught in her throat as her eyes drifted over Nox’s shoulder to the door beyond. She wanted the knocking to go away. She wanted the room to belong only to them. The sound grew sharper and sharper as Nox began to ripple. The ripple increased as the fabric of the dream tore at the seams.
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The door opened before she could answer. The entrance to the room in Farleigh bled into that of her bedchamber in the keep. Amaris blinked awake, struggling to distinguish imagination from reality as she jolted into an upright position. Her heart thundered from a flood of emotions. Her body felt strange, and her mind raced.
Amaris cursed violently in both surprise and confusion. She pressed herself up and determined that she was, in fact, in Uaimh Reev and not at the orphanage. She felt the indentations of fabric that carved red, telltale grooves from her nap. She swallowed hard against the lump in her throat but found herself in need of water, the same way her body felt in need of a different brand of quenching.
She glared at the door as it swung on its hinges. This was precisely why she never loitered in her room in various states of undress. The boys knew nothing of privacy.
“Sorry! Were you sleeping?” Malik asked. Such a friendly, harmless question.
Malik and Brel let themselves in, Brel with a pastry in each hand and Malik with a glass of water and a smile. Brel offered her a pastry and climbed up onto her bed, intending the other freshly baked good for himself. The child was almost thirteen now and had finally grown comfortable spending time with her. They’d become pals in their time together, and she was quite confident that she was the child’s very best friend. She wanted to yell at them but knew nothing was their fault. It had only been a dream, after all.