Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
It was a beautiful, if modest, home. The idyllic country coupled with the rolling hills and view of the lake made it the kind of place Nox would have loved to live in. In another life, she could envision herself in such a home, waking up to a glass of tea by the window, looking out as the sun came up over the water. She could picture herself waiting for Amaris to finish her book just there on the stuffed settee or see the life they’d lead tending chickens and selling eggs in Yelagin’s square. She imagined their shared conspiratorial smiles as the townsfolk made comments about what very good friends the two maidens must have been to share a home and to have never taken husbands. She was sure she’d learn to love the ever-present freshwater smell if she shared this home with Amaris. It was ridiculous to let the daydream cross her mind, no matter how fleeting.
As she waited, she uncovered a very tiresome truth.
One thing no one had told her about espionage was that it was dreadfully dull. There was no excitement that the spying heroes of folk tales and ballads had led her to believe. There was no thrill from the deception as she watched the barn. Her mind wandered elsewhere—not to Amaris this time, but to the girls in the salon. She thought of troops she needed to gather. She thought of the toffee-haired Duke of Henares and of oxytocin and power and of the bluish-white glow that every soul had as it left the body. Her mind wandered to her childhood days at Farleigh, to the teachings of the church, to the bullies she’d met and the peers she’d hated. She thought of Emily—of her lips, her smile, her compassion—and regret tugged at her.
The memory of her speckled face was just starting to fade when Nox saw the distinct flash of blackened, batlike wings.
Thirty-Three
Over the past few years, Nox had come to think of herself as brave. She rarely, if ever, met an opponent she couldn’t tackle. The matrons and the Madame had favored her. The townsfolk had opened doors for her wherever she went. Men had swooned at her feet, handing over their mortal lives for a chance to be with her. As she sidled along the edge of the barn, painted in its shadow, she couldn’t hear anything inside over the furious thundering of her own heart. She willed her knees to bend, her feet to move.
Bravery, like cunning, was a skill that required regular practice. She was strong, resilient, and clever, but her courageousness had atrophied from years of disuse.