Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Her teeth set with readiness as she stared into the shadows until she was one with them. She was numb to the high-pitched crack that echoed through the courtyard. She was dead to the gasps, the blood, the twisted faces of the children and matrons. She fixed her eyes so tightly on the dark space between worlds that reality fractured, breaking free as it drifted into the emptiness, like a star into the night sky. Its sounds ceased to register as it broke through her underclothes, her skin, her back, over and over again.
Four
There is a word for the space between moments. It’s a term for the quiet that echoes after each heartbeat, for the emptiness that exists betwixt things, though its name is one that’s been forgotten. The nothingness is much like the gap while one sleeps—when time catches on your last breath of consciousness and releases on your first moment awake. This spell might be minutes or hours or months that stretch into years, everything blurring together as if nothing has happened at all. The word is for the time that passes when no time is passing at all, and yet everything changes.
Five
“I’m ready.”
“You don’t have to be ready,” Nox said, maybe as much for herself as for her snowflake. “We can wait.”
“Wait for what? I’m as ready as I’m going to be.”
This was the fourth time Amaris had reassured her that morning while Nox worked on her hair. It was spring market day, and Nox was thinly veiling that she had more anxiety over the day’s arrival than Amaris. Nox had brushed and plaited the girl’s pearly hair into a half-knot, leaving the bottom half of her white tendrils to spill down her back. Amaris was now tall and slender, with the early hourglass shape of a young woman. She wasn’t old enough to have switched into the dresses that Nox was now forced to wear. If Amaris was lucky, she’d probably spend another year in the unisex britches and tunics worn by all children before the curse of adolescence. Where once a snowy baby had rested on Nox’s threshold in a basket, now stood a young woman in a white tunic. At least, the tunic was white on most of the children. On Amaris, the purity of her hair and lashes made the shirt appear rather dull and yellowed.
The years had come and gone. Agnes had announced to both Nox and Amaris that she was ready to call in the axe of a life debt that had hung over Amaris’s head for thirteen years, though she’d used less descriptive language. This eventuality had loomed from the moment the babe had been “gifted to them by the goddess,” as the matrons liked to cleverly word her unorthodox delivery.