Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Ash either hadn’t noticed her growing physical discomfort or hadn’t cared. Still entertained by the presence of the reev’s newest member, he asked, “Do you have a nickname?”
She blinked, leaving her thoughts and coming back into her body. She chafed her arms for warmth. “No, not really,” she answered.
“Come on,” he pushed. “Everyone’s friends give them a nickname.”
“I didn’t really have friends where I was,” she said. And she definitely wasn’t going to win any this way. Her awkward answers were garnering her no favors. She wished she could relax, but every gust of wind and chill of the weather only underlined how poor she was at communication. She couldn’t even advocate for herself enough to tell her soon-to-be sparring partner that she was freezing. Amaris caught a glance at her fingers long enough to see the shades of red and pinks they were turning around the tips and knuckles.
Ash wasn’t truly looking at her. He seemed to be eyeing the late-autumn sky as he chewed on an idea, unfazed. “Well, Amaris is a bit of a mouthful, but give me enough time and I’ll think of something to shout at you while I’m crushing you in the ring.”
“Ash?”
“Mmm?” He perked up at the use of his name.
“If we continue talking outside, you’ll win all of our fights, because I’m about to lose my limbs. I’m freezing.”
His smile sparkled at her frankness as he jerked his head toward the corridor. She returned the smile. The heat flooded into her the moment the door closed behind them. They parted ways as soon as they’d eased into the door to the keep, but she knew she wouldn’t feel truly warm again until she had the chance to soak her bones in the hot bath of her quarters.
It took a while for her to find her way through the corridors, but Amaris returned to her rooms and took her dinner from the boy, Brel, in her chamber. Presumably, she would one day join the men where they ate, but she was grateful for the chance to be alone with her thoughts. She flipped through the books on her shelf and found one that was nothing but a genealogy of kings and their heirs, and she began to scratch in her own history with strokes of a quill. She wrote her name and an arrow from her to Nox, connecting them with a parallel line. She wrote the names she had learned from the reevers—Samael, Odrin, Ash, Malik, Grem, and somewhere below them she wrote Brel’s name as well. She made a column for the matrons, one for her peers at the orphanage, one for Queen Moirai, and then, with a big black X to the side, she wrote Madame Millicent.
Eighteen
Torture took on a new name, and that name was training.