Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
The sooty horse was happy to keep to the road, moving forward of its own volition while she was left to her thoughts. It carried her far from the farmhouse and the forest and its trees, keeping the freshwater lake on her right side all the while. The road led straight into town, right to the first inn on Yelagin’s outskirts, nestled on the edge of the lake. Nox dismounted numbly, leading the horse to the orange glow of the inn where the blessed release of sleep and perhaps several tankards of ale awaited her. If her head weren’t so foggy, she’d press herself to ride out now in the dead of night, with or without the duke’s armed escorts. But no, a few hours of rest would do her a world of good while she sorted through all that had been said.
She was nearing the inn’s stables, swinging her horse wide to avoid the annoying blockade of another patron’s glossy, black carriage, when a sharp voice preened to her from the shadow looming against the carriage’s side.
“Isn’t it the oldest lesson in the book? You tell a strong-willed woman not to do something, and it’s the first thing they do. I do take full blame for that one, my dear.”
Nox skidded to a halt in front of Millicent.
Thirty-Four
“How—”
“Yes, yes, I travel rather fast. This is something you know of me, darling. Don’t be dull.”
Nox gaped at the Madame in her black dress, the color of shadow. She was a mere arm’s length from the light and safety of the inn. Nox gripped the reins of her horse, in a true state of shock for the second time in one night. She’d thought she’d gone numb, but she could still feel the leather of her horse’s reins, still smell the animal’s sweat and the leather of its saddle, still feel the chill down her spine from the Madame’s voice. She was present, and once more, she was not. This was how she’d learned to survive. She’d found a common retreat in the ability to stay present while wandering far, far away. Seeing Millicent had been her final straw as she felt the tether that kept her in her own body snap, whipping in the wind like a rope on the docks amidst a storm. She was taxed, physically and emotionally. Her head and heart whirred with too much force for her to process the woman before her.
“Climb in, please. I haven’t got all night.”
Millicent opened the door to the carriage and beckoned her forward.