Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Amaris looked back one last time and said a prayer that Nox had made it safely to the forest, hoping she was well on her way to the coast to start a new life. She prayed that the All Mother would bless their journeys and that the goddess’s will would reunite them soon.
Twelve
Amaris didn’t know what to do with her hands.
She had never been alone with a man, let alone touched one. Now she was supposed to wrap her arms around a stranger as their horse plodded onward. She was quite sure that she was only seated behind him since he’d already been in the saddle when she’d been swung to her rescue, and she wasn’t sure if that made things more or less uncomfortable between them. It required her to use entirely too much muscle power in her thighs as she clutched the horse. Too many thoughts clashed against each other like mismatched music, angry sounds, and the counter-harmonies of voices. She couldn’t make sense of the thoughts that overlapped so ignored them all entirely, focusing instead on the autumnal breeze that dried her blood against her shirt and skin.
She studied what she could of the strange man. He was broader than two bishops side by side. His hardened leathers were covered in the sorts of nicks and scratches that informed her they’d done their protective job quite well. His slicked-back hair hung just above his shoulders, revealing a slim band of age-weathered leather—something that may have been a necklace—on his otherwise unadorned features. She wasn’t sure what to make of him. She didn’t know how to talk to him, or even if she wanted to.
Morning gave way to a quiet, awkward afternoon before they finally dismounted for mealtime. The man tethered the dapple-gray horse to a tree and set to work building a fire. He allowed Amaris to sit silently in her blood and thoughts, numb from the events of the day. Soon, she was staring mutely into the campfire that crackled between them. Though it was still afternoon, the fire’s glow felt nice against the crisp bite of autumn. Amaris stared into the flames, watching them twist and pop and dance in a mesmerizing tangle of reds, oranges, yellows, and blues. The sparks and embers helped her mind to detach fully, lost to her silence. The smell of smoke, the dying leaves, and the chill of oncoming winter would have been pleasant under any other occasion. An owl sounded from the trees, though she thought it too early in the afternoon for the great, nocturnal bird to hoot.
She raised her eyes to the trees to search for it, though she wasn’t sure why. She didn’t care about the owl, or the temperature, or the fire. Her world had unraveled, and she had no idea what to do.