Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Nox pulled back a bit and shook her head slightly, but her courage had waxed and waned. Love had many names and faces, and this love stuck within her like dry medicine swallowed without water. It burned in the center of her throat, refusing to dissipate.
She couldn’t do it.
Not now.
Not tonight.
Her stomach was twisted with the nerves of her adrenaline. She had wanted to speak her heart for so long but never knew how. Nox closed her eyes and allowed herself the coward’s out. It was the assassin she feared. It was getting caught. It was the commotion. It was the cold. That was all.
Amaris’s brows knit ever so slightly, a gentle question on her lavender eyes.
If she didn’t get out of here, the tears would win. Nox stood, stifled her emotions, and asked, “Tomorrow?”
Amaris’s eyes widened. Even in the dark of the night, her purple irises caught on the moonlight filtering in through the windows. Her question came out in a dismayed choke. “Not tonight?”
“Farleigh is more guarded tonight than it has ever been before or will ever be again. I’m so sorry, Snowflake. There has never been a worse night to run.”
Amaris bit her lip and closed her eyes. Nox recognized the face the girl was trying to conceal. It was the same caged animal expression she’d seen before. Amaris needed to run, but she would not go alone.
“Amaris, I’m sorry…”
“You’re right.” She looked away.
Nox felt as though she were failing spectacularly once more. The broken pain in Amaris’s heart was transparent through her every subtle expression, from the slump of her shoulders to the wilt of her face. She parted her lips just enough to exhale slowly, calming herself. Her frosted white lashes fluttered open as she looked up into Nox’s and agreed with one final parting word.
“Tomorrow.”
The girls separated. Across the hall, Amaris would surely be hugging her pillow and drifting off to sleep. Nox closed her eyes, but her mind would not rest. Behind her lids, she saw the pieces, the players, the possibilities that played out before them. She watched it all behind the dark curtain of her lids, anticipating one hundred outcomes. Every move had a countermove, as each risk required a contingency. She knew they could do it.
Tomorrow, they would run.
Tomorrow, at long last, they would be together.
Eleven
It was an hour too early for even the chattering of birds as the purple-gray light of morning colored the room. Amaris saw the silhouettes of the other children in their beds, unmoving. The other girls in the dorm were still asleep. It took her a moment to understand why she’d awoken.
“Time to get up, little one,” Mable whispered, squeezing Amaris’s shoulder gently from where it rested beneath the covers.