Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
If Mable’s fairy tales were to be believed, Amaris realized they were headed into the mountain itself.
Thirteen
Nox’s mind drifted to the pond behind Farleigh. The little lake had been a source of joy in the springs and summers, and an ominous threat come winter. The children weren’t allowed to go near it in the final, chilly days of autumn for the insidious temptation of its clear, thin ice. If you stepped on before it was thick enough to hold your weight, it would fracture into ten thousand sharp slices, plunging you into the arctic waters below. Though the lake might appear clear and flowing beneath, the truth of its brokenness was plain on the surface. Nox thought of that pond as her hand went to her heart, clutching her palm against her chest as if to keep it from crumbling.
She had shattered. She held herself together with the only fragments she could grab with weak, listless fingers. Nox stared through the window of the black carriage as it bounced dully down the road, pulled by its powerful, chestnut horses. She’d kept her hand against her invisible, bleeding wound for hours.
Millicent attempted to talk to her many times after getting Nox into the carriage, but had long since given up, muttering something about how Nox wouldn’t be very good at her job if she didn’t know how to make conversation.
They were a few hours into their journey, yet everything out the window looked the same. Every naked, autumnal tree was the same tree. Every gray, broken rock was the same. The wind shuffled the branches around slightly overhead, blowing the same dead, brown leaves around the same stretch of bumpy road. The sounds of the hooves were the same, the too-sweet vanilla smell of the woman’s perfume was choking her in cloud after cloud of sameness, her breathing was the same, but her heart… It had never been truly broken before.
Her eyes glazed as her mind fixed on the events of the morning.
Wait for me, Amaris had said.
Nox had. She’d gripped the pillowcase of dried foods and the spare cloak close to her body. She’d remained tensed and ready to run as the minutes grew achingly long. She’d waited until she heard a shriek coming from the front of the manor. She’d wanted to run, to see what was happening, but her feet were frozen to the ground. She didn’t want to face the world without Amaris.
Wait for me.
She’d waited.
She could have fled without Amaris beside her, but her heart would not allow it. She wouldn’t escape into the trees unless ivory fingers were interlaced with her own. She couldn’t go. Not willingly.