Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
“Don’t fall asleep now, Captain. Stay with me. I have something to tell you. You see, sometimes I feel bad about who I am and what I do. It’s true! Can you believe it? Occasionally, I get all tangled up in things like morality…but then I meet men like you and I remember exactly why I don’t need to feel anything about what I do. Justice can be a cruel mistress, can’t it, Captain?”
He breathed again, and she knew with a wicked delight that he’d given up all hope. His sounds weren’t those of a plea. They weren’t even noises of pain. Had he already resigned? How disappointing. She continued to allow him the twinkle of consciousness he needed to stay himself for a moment longer. Somehow, she felt quite sure this was not cruelty. She was no more evil for this than she had been for discovering her heritage in the first place. In fact, if she had to ask the ghosts of the women who’d been lost to this room or their families, she’d be considered an avenging angel.
She kicked him again. “Stay awake, soldier. In a bit, I’ll put you in a daze. Trust me, you’ll love it. But the thing is, I don’t quite feel like you deserve to love anything just yet. I just want to make sure you’re still you for the next few minutes. You’ll get to live for a few more days while I see how you might atone for your sins—and trust me, you will atone. For that reason, I think I’ll leave your limbs on for now.” She ran her fingers along the eight-tailed whip, enjoying the luxury of its sadistic leather against her skin. She smiled as she asked, “We shouldn’t waste any time. We have a long night ahead of us before your daze begins. Is that all right with you?”
Nox would never doubt herself again. Instincts were meant to keep her alive. Telling herself she had been wrong for feeling nervous, convincing herself that she had been crazy for her worry had almost gotten her killed. She’d protect and honor those intuitions until the end of her days, never again allowing the past and its horrors to guide the instincts of her present. For now, she’d enjoy the end of his days.
Forty-One
The image of a horse was still in her mind as Amaris pictured Castle Aubade’s architecture. From the outside of the castle, Amaris had assumed its snout to be roughly five stories high, and now she understood the reason for its height. The horse’s nose belonged to the throne room.