Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Amaris had barely registered their upset before a new shape shot into the hall from the older girls’ dorm. Ever the light sleeper, Nox was through the door in a heartbeat. She shushed the girls frantically, eyes wide with an alarm Amaris couldn’t comprehend. Amaris moved toward Nox, but Nox didn’t look at her. She focused all of her attention on the crying girls as low, hurried commands burbled over her lips.
“Shut up! Shut up! Go back to bed!” she begged, her voice strangled urgency.
The youngest of them had taken to pitiful sobbing.
“Stop it! Be quiet!” Nox pleaded. Amaris continued to blink at her in confusion. She didn’t understand why, but it sounded like Nox might cry herself.
The other young girls began to stir, lighting the candles by their beds as they woke. The younger ones were fussing louder and louder, and the more Nox urged them to quiet, the more distressed their murmurs became.
As the yellow glow of candles filled the room, one of the girls closest to the door pointed at Amaris, face pale with terror.
“She’s dying!”
* * *
Minutes before, Nox had been staring sleeplessly at the ceiling, tracing the crown molding with her eyes while the peers around her slumbered. It was as if some quiet part of her mind had known she would be needed. The sound had pierced through the night, and she’d tripped on her twisted sheets in an adrenaline-fueled sprint to the younger dorm.
Of course, Nox understood exactly what had happened the moment she’d entered the room. It had proven impossible to silence the idiot children with no education about their bodies. Amaris was the oldest in their room, and as such, this was the first time they’d borne witness to the curse of womanhood. While her exact birthday was unknown, her moonlit friend was between her fourteenth and fifteenth year. Amaris’s curse had been blessedly belated, as these things went. While some of the women and girls suffered relatively little during their moon time, this had been an especially crimson sight for Amaris. The horror was appropriate, as this was the moment that officially marked her as a sacrificial lamb.
Amaris’s time had come.
The bed linens would be scrubbed and boiled of the telltale blood. Amaris’s nightdress would be soaked, salted, and washed until it shined once more as if this gruesome event had never happened. Letters would be sent and the Madame alerted. Amaris’s first blood had come, and it was too late to hide it.
She looked at Nox and shook her head slightly, and Nox knew what it meant.
Amaris was not going.
No matter what.
Ten
They were out of time.