Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Mable continued discarding skins into one bin and placing the peeled potatoes into a pot as the girls left the kitchen. She’d bid them a rather absent good night, presumably still lost to her memories. She’d unwittingly shared where the Madame was to be taking Amaris. The menagerie of exotic women, of special treasures from around the world, was just outside of the royal city. Her virtue, her body, her life were to be sold in the seaside town of Priory.
Nine
Something was wrong.
Pain lanced through her side. A light sweat clung to her brow. Amaris jolted awake, curling into herself as she brought her knees to her chest with a gasp. She couldn’t fully stretch herself into a seated position as she moved her legs over the edge of the bed, bare feet chilling against the cold floor.
The summer’s heat had cooled into nipping autumn. Leaves tumbled to the ground in shades of brown, yellow, and orange somewhere beyond the darkened windows. It was a moonless night, leaving her concealed in the dark with a swirling, gripping pain.
Cold continued to work its way from her feet into her calves as she stumbled out of the dormitory, down the hall, and toward the bathing room. Amaris didn’t light a candle but felt her way through the dormitory on memory alone. She bumped into a bed as she gripped at her abdomen, waking someone. One of the other girls stirred in her beds and called softly after her, but she ignored the child as she continued to stumble through the dark.
Amaris was almost to the bathing room when she doubled over, a fresh pain twisting its fist deep inside her. She muffled the sound that threatened to tear from her mouth, not wanting to alert the matrons. She had been sick before from food, or when a bout of flu had swept through the house and stricken nearly all of its residents, but this felt like a hot, angry poker in her lowermost belly. This nauseating brand of pain was something she’d never felt before.
Amaris made it to the bathing room, instantly regretting not bringing a candle. She gripped at her nightdress as she searched for the source of her pain. It felt as though she’d wet herself, which stirred a renewed sense of panic. How sick must she be if she’d wet the bed? She dabbed at the mess with the towels on the wall, barely seeing through the gray-black gloom of the window. From the next room, a sharp yelp cut through the night. Amaris clutched her abdomen and padded back down the hall to see who was in trouble, only to find a candle had been lit in her dorm. Two of the younger girls looked up at her.
“Amaris is hurt!” one cried.