Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
She toweled off from the soapy water and changed into loose-fitting clothing. Amaris braided her damp, silvery hair with deft fingers. She hadn’t truly intended to sleep, but the alcohol convinced her that lying down was for the best, if only for a moment. Between the pleasant hum of the ale, the exhaustion of the afternoon’s exercises, the joy of the victory, and the glowing, internal chemistry of the exchange that had gone unrealized between her and her sparring partner, she was tugged beneath the dark waves of rest before she realized what was happening.
* * *
Cinnamons and plums filled her nose. Without opening her eyes, some piece of her knew she must be asleep. This was no perfume. The decadent smell was all-encompassing. Forbidden. A memory she’d hidden away. This scent was the sort of trigger that tugged at the box she kept locked within herself, a pain and past that she refused to open in the light of day.
Amaris struggled against the urge to open her eyes, knowing it couldn’t be real. The internal debate raged within her as she felt the press of skin, the sweet scent of familiarity—a cloud of love and hope surrounding her. Her eyes fluttered open as she decided she didn’t care. It felt real. Goddess, it felt so achingly real.
She wasn’t resting on the cotton pillows of the keep. Instead, her cheek was pressed into soft, tanned skin as the anticipatory titillation from the way her fingers had wandered in the bath carried her on its waves into a pleasantly charged dream. She allowed her eyes to remain closed even in sleep as she inhaled, breathing in the scent that had been too painful to remember. She hadn’t allowed herself to think of its owner. She’d done her best to cage all memories of the girl who had held her, enveloping her in the spices that swirled around her now.
“I’ve missed you,” the one who owned the plum scent said. Her voice was low. It was a dark, sweet sound that Amaris hadn’t heard in years anywhere but her sleep, though even the dreams were painful. The sentence was punctuated with the gentle kiss of soft lips into her hair, nearly against her temple. Amaris exhaled slowly as she absorbed the sensation. This was not a friendly kiss. This was not the familial kiss of a childhood companion.
There was something distinct, new, and intimate about the way these lips brushed against her.
“Nox,” she murmured.
Amaris’s breath hitched. Her heart skipped at the press of Nox’s mouth against her hair. A silvery spike of nervous excitement tingled down her spine, rousing her from her dreamlike state. Amaris inhaled again, allowing the dark spices to consume her as she nuzzled against the exposed skin of Nox’s collarbones and sternum and the pillow of her chest.