Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Amaris was a young woman brought into Uaimh Reev under the expectation that she would behave and compose herself like any other reever. They were meant to see her as a brother-in-arms. The men of all ages had grown to respect her skill, and she knew that they would fight beside one another in an unbroken trust, holding each other’s backs to the death if ever the situation arose.
They appreciated her for her tenacity, her stamina, her skill, her memory, her wit, and her unwavering spirit—none of which implied she possessed any gender or sexuality whatsoever, as any family member should embody those. Her first year had been filled with bets over whether or not she’d give up and run off in the night. She’d never given them the satisfaction. Not only had she stuck it out but she’d lived and thrived long enough in the reev to watch their hearts fully open to her as one of their own.
Perhaps she also struggled with what it would mean to Ash if they were to truly tangle, even if the thought was secondary. Would it impact the way he saw her, or the way they trained? Could sex just for the hell of it be worth its complications?
Unlike the old gods in some of the other religions, the All Mother expected nothing by way of celibacy, and as such, the reevers were no saints. Many had taken lovers whom they saw in their travels. Some had married and started families, living out their service and keeping up with their training on the ground, away from the reev. Amaris was quite certain that one of her brothers had a male lover in Stone whom he spoke fondly of, carefully avoiding pronouns when speaking of the man around Grem the bladesmith’s backwater beliefs. But her brother’s identity and proclivities hadn’t made him look for sex within the keep’s walls amongst his reever brethren any more than hers should. Maybe that was why Ash found it fun to flirt, as he, too, knew the unspoken agreements to keep the hewn reev as an escape from the world below with its entanglements. Knowing they shouldn’t, knowing they couldn’t… Well, maybe that was half of the fun.
The bubbles had popped and the water had started to cool, telling her she’d been in the bath for long enough. Whatever questions she had could be dealt with on the bed, amidst a midafternoon catnap.