Chapters (64)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Pronunciation Guide
- Prologue
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Part Two
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Part Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Part Four
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Excerpt from The Sun and Its Shade
- The Night and Its Moon Playlist
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Her face was a mixture of apology and defense as she pressed, “Some of the boys at the orphanage went to farmers, or sailors, but sometimes a knight would purchase them. It’s not common. I just thought…” She let her words trail off, eyes on her shoes.
It took a few moments for her meaning to absorb. The red-haired young man softened a bit. She hated that pity in his eyes and hated what he had to say even more.
“I didn’t realize,” he said, his voice less playful than it had been before. “I’m sorry about your childhood. In much of the world, the buying and selling of others has been outlawed. It’s easy to forget about the mills. And no, no one brought me here. My father serves the reev, and it was my mother’s wish that I follow in his footsteps. She was human and passed away a few years ago from a common sickness. I didn’t know much about healing then. It’s not my gift. But when she left the earth, I had nothing left keeping me in her village. So, here I am.”
She was grateful he’d so quickly changed the subject, as she wasn’t sure if she’d be able to hold herself together if she’d been forced to reflect on the implications of her upbringing.
Once more, she had to deflect. Her box of emotions was growing too full for one day. She’d need time and space to grow the place within her until it could contain each new struggle and pain. For now, if she had any hope of maintaining a sense of normalcy, she’d need to convince the other reevers that she wasn’t a wreck. Amaris shivered against the autumn chill, holding her arms to herself as she searched for a new question. She couldn’t let Ash leave with this feeble impression of her.
“Does your father live?”
Seemingly unbothered by the weather, he nodded. “Yes, I believe as much, though I haven’t seen the bastard in nearly ten years. He’s still in service to the reevers. His work has taken him somewhere into the northernmost parts of Raascot. The north can keep him.”
She didn’t know what to say. Everything she’d heard of the northern kingdom had made it sound like a goddessless hell. She opened her mouth to say she was sorry but pressed her lips into a tight line. There seemed to be no loss between the two, and if he’d done her the kindness of allowing her to sidestep questions of her childhood, then she should offer the same. The cold pushed down on her further. If she had known she would spend this much time outside, she would have brought her cloak.