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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

The teacher chuckled at such wisdom from one so young, but Maria got shivers down her spine. Those were the exact words Peter had uttered when she’d asked why he’d rescued her from the forest. Stepan was Peter’s son through and through, no matter what had happened before he was born.

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Raisa stopped Maria on the stairs one day. “You remember I told you that Vladimir from apartment thirty-seven had gone missing and I heard his dog whining through the door?”

“Yes. Is he back yet?” Maria asked.

Raisa shook her head firmly. “He won’t be coming back. I heard from Luba, who heard it from her husband, who is in the police, that he was arrested trying to cross the border into Finland.”

“Really? I wonder why he wanted to go to Finland?”

“The reason hardly matters, does it? The law is the law and citizens are not allowed to travel overseas without the correct documentation. He has been sent to a labor camp, I hear. The Solovetsky camp in the White Sea.”

Maria hated Raisa’s self-righteous tone. “What happened to the dog?” she asked. Her children would love a dog, but their living space was too cramped and there were five mouths to feed.

“Someone broke down the door and cut its throat because the whining was stopping people getting any sleep.”

Raisa’s eyes were cold and she showed no emotion: the dog was making a noise, therefore its throat was cut; Vladimir tried to leave the country so had been sent to a labor camp. Her complete lack of empathy, and her conviction of her own moral rectitude, was chilling.

Chapter 27

Leningrad, 1928

MARIA WAS TERRIFIED WHEN SHE FOUND SHE WAS pregnant again. What if this one also had hemophilia? What if he died too? When a boy they called Mikhail was born in March 1928, she watched like a hawk for any signs of bleeding. Every day when she left him in the day care, she feared he would not be breathing when she returned, but he survived his first six months without incident and she began to relax.

She would have preferred to stop working and care for her baby herself, but they needed the money. Nine-year-old Stepan had a voracious appetite, and all the children outgrew their clothes each season, so when General Secretary Stalin asked citizens to volunteer to become “shock workers,” who labored longer and harder than everyone else, Peter decided he would apply.

Maria argued against it. “I don’t see how you can possibly work harder than you do already. You’ll run yourself into the ground.”

“My darling Maria, who is never happy unless she has something to worry about,” he teased. “Think of it as a promotion: I will have more responsibility and my family will enjoy a better standard of living.” He pinched her chin between his finger and thumb and kissed her.