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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Maria shook her head. “No one would recognize me now.” Although only twenty-four years old, she had the red-veined cheeks of a countrywoman from the winter nights spent sleeping in barns, and a few tiny lines scored the corners of her eyes; her hands were cracked and calloused, and her hair was short and invariably worn beneath a headscarf. “My only worry is that if Tatiana does pass me in the street, she will no longer know me. I could no more pass for a grand duchess than . . .”

She paused, searching for an apt way to complete her simile. Peter grabbed her and gave her a lingering kiss on the lips. When he broke away, he said, “To me you are still the breathtakingly beautiful girl on the landing in Ekaterinburg whose eyes filled with tears when I told her my father had died in the war. I have never forgotten that moment, and for the rest of my life I never will.”

Chapter 25

Leningrad, 1925

FOR OVER FOUR YEARS MARIA HAD FOLLOWED SVETLANA’S advice on avoiding pregnancies, but as the time approached for Irina to start her education, with Stepan already attending the school nearby, she began to yearn for another baby. When she went for groceries, she couldn’t help gazing longingly at the tiny newborns strapped to their mothers’ chests, or the older ones beaming gummy grins from perambulators.

“Could we afford another baby?” she asked Peter one night. “Just one more . . .” She slid an arm over his chest and raised herself on an elbow to look him in the eye. “I know we are lucky to have a boy and a girl already, but I can’t stop thinking . . .”

He smiled indulgently. “Of course,” he said. “If you want another, of course we can.”

Katya was born in December, and came out of the womb so pretty that she took Maria’s breath away: the darkest blue eyes, golden curls, a pert nose, and elegant fingers that she curved in the air like a fine lady drinking tea from her best china.

“I can’t decide who she looks like,” Maria sighed. “Perhaps she has an air of Tatiana about her.”

“Perhaps,” Peter agreed, “but she is also the image of my sister.” He looked sad for a moment. “I will write to my mother to tell her of the newcomer to our family and ask one of our factory drivers to post it in Moscow. It is common knowledge that mail deliveries are more reliable from there, so I hope he will not question why.”

He could not risk giving a return address; even seven years after the execution of the royal family, it seemed likely that the Cheka would still be looking for the missing Romanov daughter.

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