Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Maria shook her head. “No one would recognize me now.” Although only twenty-four years old, she had the red-veined cheeks of a countrywoman from the winter nights spent sleeping in barns, and a few tiny lines scored the corners of her eyes; her hands were cracked and calloused, and her hair was short and invariably worn beneath a headscarf. “My only worry is that if Tatiana does pass me in the street, she will no longer know me. I could no more pass for a grand duchess than . . .”
She paused, searching for an apt way to complete her simile. Peter grabbed her and gave her a lingering kiss on the lips. When he broke away, he said, “To me you are still the breathtakingly beautiful girl on the landing in Ekaterinburg whose eyes filled with tears when I told her my father had died in the war. I have never forgotten that moment, and for the rest of my life I never will.”
Chapter 25
Leningrad, 1925
FOR OVER FOUR YEARS MARIA HAD FOLLOWED SVETLANA’S advice on avoiding pregnancies, but as the time approached for Irina to start her education, with Stepan already attending the school nearby, she began to yearn for another baby. When she went for groceries, she couldn’t help gazing longingly at the tiny newborns strapped to their mothers’ chests, or the older ones beaming gummy grins from perambulators.
“Could we afford another baby?” she asked Peter one night. “Just one more . . .” She slid an arm over his chest and raised herself on an elbow to look him in the eye. “I know we are lucky to have a boy and a girl already, but I can’t stop thinking . . .”
He smiled indulgently. “Of course,” he said. “If you want another, of course we can.”
Katya was born in December, and came out of the womb so pretty that she took Maria’s breath away: the darkest blue eyes, golden curls, a pert nose, and elegant fingers that she curved in the air like a fine lady drinking tea from her best china.
“I can’t decide who she looks like,” Maria sighed. “Perhaps she has an air of Tatiana about her.”
“Perhaps,” Peter agreed, “but she is also the image of my sister.” He looked sad for a moment. “I will write to my mother to tell her of the newcomer to our family and ask one of our factory drivers to post it in Moscow. It is common knowledge that mail deliveries are more reliable from there, so I hope he will not question why.”
He could not risk giving a return address; even seven years after the execution of the royal family, it seemed likely that the Cheka would still be looking for the missing Romanov daughter.
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