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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Autumn came, and both Peter and Maria succumbed to a nasty cold and cough. It was nice to have an excuse not to get out of bed as the skies outside darkened and the temperature dropped. Ludmilla brought hot soup, and made Peter’s elecampane infusion under his careful instruction. When both developed fevers, she called a doctor, but there was little he could recommend except bed rest and plenty of fluids.

As they lay side by side, Peter and Maria whispered reminiscences: of Stepan’s birth in a barn; of their coworkers at the pig-iron factory; of the sentimental song “The Little Blue Scarf” that everyone used to sing in wartime, both in Leningrad and in the Norilsk gulag. Trivia, really.

Sometimes Maria watched Peter while he slept, his complexion pale and his breathing labored, and wondered which of them would die first. She wasn’t sure she would survive the news of his death a second time. To attend his funeral knowing that she would never see him again on this earth would be intolerable. Yet at the same time she did not want him to have the pain of losing her. She would rather spare him that sorrow.

The doctor came again and listened to Maria’s breathing first, then to Peter’s, before pronouncing them much improved. Their lungs were not so congested, he said. There was no reason they should not get up soon, although he recommended they stay indoors for the remainder of the week.

That night, Maria slept with Peter’s arm around her. She loved to feel the weight of it resting across her waist. His face was so close she could smell the sourness of his breath and hear a tiny rattle in his throat. She roused slightly in pitch blackness and noticed his breaths were faint, with long gaps between. He was in the fathomless depths of sleep.

“I love you,” she whispered, not thinking he would hear, but she felt a tiny movement of his finger where it rested against her back and knew that he had. She shifted her head a little to kiss him on the lips, then let herself slide back into the seductive darkness of sleep.

When Stepan came with tea in the morning, he found them pale and stiff, their skin cool to the touch. Both had passed away gently in the night. Their expressions were calm and their lips still touching.

Epilogue

Peterhof, 2007

ONE EVENING STEPAN SWITCHED ON THE TELEVISION news just in time to hear the young blond newsreader announce that two more graves thought to belong to Romanovs had been found near Ekaterinburg.

“One of the bodies is said to be Alexei and the other is either Maria or Anastasia,” she said. “That means all the family are now accounted for.”