Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Dedication
- The Lost Daughter
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Historical Afterword
- Sources
- The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
- Reading Group Questions
- Praise for The Lost Daughter
- By Gill Paul
- About the Publisher
Val turned to kiss him. It was still new and extraordinary for her to be with someone who was interested in her past, who realized it affected who she was in the present. Tony wouldn’t have given a damn. Part of her still felt unworthy of Bill’s love, but she was determined to enjoy it all the same.
She ran her hands over his chest and shoulders, then down his torso. She loved his shape, with the long thighs, the lean waist, the shoulders that her head rested so comfortably against. As they removed each other’s clothes and began to make love, Bess raised her head to watch for a bit, then lay down and went back to sleep on her mat in the corner.
* * *
Later, when they were getting ready for bed, Val ventured a question that had been on her mind since she spoke to Father Methodius.
“I was thinking of writing to that curator in Petrodvorets to tell him what I’ve discovered, but I won’t if you have any objection. I don’t want to jeopardize your parents’ safety.” She turned to watch his expression, wary that it might revive the old argument—still the only one they’d had.
Bill looked her in the eye. “Sweetheart, you do what you want. I’m sorry I made such an issue of things when we were in Leningrad. I was just worried about Mom and Dad. You understood that, didn’t you?”
“Eventually.” She smiled.
“But why do you care what that curator thinks? If you want to make your dad’s story public, we could tell my colleague in New York and let him publish it. Or you could write about it yourself.” He kissed her shoulder. “It could be the first of many publications in your career as a world-class historian.”
Val laughed. “You’re jumping the gun somewhat; I’m only a few months into my degree. But about Stepan—I really warmed to him. I felt as if I knew him. All the other Russians we met seemed authoritarian and cold, but he was familiar, like someone I could be friends with. I suppose his opinion mattered to me.”
“You write to him if you want, darling. It’s entirely your decision.”
He switched off the bedside light and pulled the covers up to her chin, making sure she was snug. Spring was on the way, but it still got chilly in the darkest hours of the night.
Chapter 64
Leningrad, November 1976
STEPAN BROUGHT THE LETTER HOME FROM WORK AND handed it to Maria where she sat at her sewing machine by the window. Mikhail’s teenage daughter had bought some purple velvet in a market and brought it to her babushka, asking her to make a fashionable maxi skirt. The style was similar to skirts she and her sisters wore in the old days, although much more fitting.