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Chapters (84)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. The Lost Daughter
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Epilogue
  71. Acknowledgments
  72. An Excerpt from JACKIE AND MARIA
  73. Chapter 1
  74. Chapter 2
  75. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  76. About the Author
  77. About the Book
  78. Historical Afterword
  79. Sources
  80. The Love Lives of the Romanov Daughters
  81. Reading Group Questions
  82. Praise for The Lost Daughter
  83. By Gill Paul
  84. About the Publisher

Val turned to kiss him. It was still new and extraordinary for her to be with someone who was interested in her past, who realized it affected who she was in the present. Tony wouldn’t have given a damn. Part of her still felt unworthy of Bill’s love, but she was determined to enjoy it all the same.

She ran her hands over his chest and shoulders, then down his torso. She loved his shape, with the long thighs, the lean waist, the shoulders that her head rested so comfortably against. As they removed each other’s clothes and began to make love, Bess raised her head to watch for a bit, then lay down and went back to sleep on her mat in the corner.

* * *

Later, when they were getting ready for bed, Val ventured a question that had been on her mind since she spoke to Father Methodius.

“I was thinking of writing to that curator in Petrodvorets to tell him what I’ve discovered, but I won’t if you have any objection. I don’t want to jeopardize your parents’ safety.” She turned to watch his expression, wary that it might revive the old argument—still the only one they’d had.

Bill looked her in the eye. “Sweetheart, you do what you want. I’m sorry I made such an issue of things when we were in Leningrad. I was just worried about Mom and Dad. You understood that, didn’t you?”

“Eventually.” She smiled.

“But why do you care what that curator thinks? If you want to make your dad’s story public, we could tell my colleague in New York and let him publish it. Or you could write about it yourself.” He kissed her shoulder. “It could be the first of many publications in your career as a world-class historian.”

Val laughed. “You’re jumping the gun somewhat; I’m only a few months into my degree. But about Stepan—I really warmed to him. I felt as if I knew him. All the other Russians we met seemed authoritarian and cold, but he was familiar, like someone I could be friends with. I suppose his opinion mattered to me.”

“You write to him if you want, darling. It’s entirely your decision.”

He switched off the bedside light and pulled the covers up to her chin, making sure she was snug. Spring was on the way, but it still got chilly in the darkest hours of the night.

Chapter 64

Leningrad, November 1976

STEPAN BROUGHT THE LETTER HOME FROM WORK AND handed it to Maria where she sat at her sewing machine by the window. Mikhail’s teenage daughter had bought some purple velvet in a market and brought it to her babushka, asking her to make a fashionable maxi skirt. The style was similar to skirts she and her sisters wore in the old days, although much more fitting.